OBE - Day 22, 23, & a dream

Day 22

i edited those 2 nerve wracking buzzing sounds from tape 4 and listened to it last night. didnt have enough time to listen to 3 and even do push ups because im so lazy.

its funny because ever since i started these tapes i been having dreams almost every day. dont remember the one last night but i woke up at like 7am cuz my fam was talking on the phone all loud and shit using a speaker, i hate that shit! they did that before. plus im sensitive so i wake up easily like that. then these same motha fuckers complain that my music is too loud when its barely medium cuz "its not nice to the neighbors." stupid ass bitches worry about disturbing the neighbors when they havent complained once, than care about talking loud as fuck when im sleeping in the other room. that shit REALLY pisses me off. fucking hoe ass trick ass mother fucking sluts! i think every person should go to school before becoming a parent. seeing what these folks with kids on sohh say about their kids makes me realize most parents are fucking retarded!


Day 23

listened to Tape 4 of Wave II again. i really like this tape, it teaches how to heal wounds, get rid of build up non-needed energy, and create power within when doing something physical. its 30 mins long but feels like its only half of that.

4/11/08

didnt do day 24 but i had a dream. i was in this apartment with this kitten, then left, when i came back the kitten was rushing for the front door trying to escape. i closed the door real fast and the kitten ran as fast as it could slamming its whole body into it. after that it was going crazy like it wants to get out, the i realized it needs to use the bathroom so i opened the bathroom door cuz there is an entrance to the backyard in the bathroom. the kitten ran into the bathtub and took a shit. then there was another kitten in the bathtub. there was a backyard past the shower with a slide in door. the dream was long and there was some other stuff like i dreamed about my therapist im seeing at my college. hes a cool ass guy, probably the best therapist i ever had. i dont remember what he was doing but seemed like guiding me or some shit.