Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Super Troopers - Movie Review

This movie is soooooooooooooooooo funny. I haven't laughed this hard in a good minute. 5 infinite stars!

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

High Again

so i lit up just a few minutes ago. it will be the last time i get high for a while. but man the craziest thing happened to me. basically to make a long story short, i ended up with a whole lot of weed and only paid for for 1/5th that. whoever sold this to me was either confused as hell, and gave me the wrong bag, or dumped off a crappy weed on me. so basically i got stuck with this shit whether i like it or not. and its like man... i like weed but not that much.

anyway, i should be greatful. but i guess since im not a pothead, i can get high off of 1 gram for a month, wtf i need 1/8th for? so yeah, im just like chilling and come across this video.

stop thinking about anything for a minute, forget you exist. just watch this while listening to the music. afterwards, youll feel much better. i promise

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Tapped - Movie Review - MUST WATCH!

"Plastic water bottle manufacturing uses 714 million gallons of oil every year".

-the truth about what type of toxic making bottled water releases into our environment
-how it poisons not just the environment but the people who live near the plants, our oceans that generate plastic soup, our beaches that produce plastic sand, our fishes that east plastic pieces they are swimming in, and us for eating these fishes and developing decease, or eating the decease that have been developed, thanks to plastic
-FDA's neverending corruption and their lack of care or concern this movie is scary, but it is the truth about the future of our planet if we don't stop making plastic, and especially support the making of it by constantly buying it.

watch the trailer for free on

Trailer for Avatar II

what a sick world we living in. these are natives of mexico. they claim they are one of the only groups who havent been colonized by spaniards. and the evil forces want a precious metal that is right under their holy land (tree in Avatar 1), and the evil forces will do anything they can to get it.
coming to a Mexico near you. this summer

Thursday, May 24, 2012

I am so frustrated with my life

I am a vegan in a way. I dont eat meat, I dont eat milk that comes from an animal, cheese, and eggs. I eat wild fish, and shrimp. So my mom thinks I am "killing" myself. All this time she been putting eggs into the cakes she been cooking constantly and I didnt even know it. I feel like she is deceiving me. She does things that she thinks are good for me, but yet I feel she has no respect for me or my wishes on what "I" want to put in my stomach. She spazzed the fuck out on me when I saw the eggs and said I am not eating that cake.. I left the kitchen, and she came into my room started giving me a lecture on how eggs are made, and it doesnt matter because they go to waste anyway and they are "caged free" and blah blah blah. I am like WOW! YOU HAVE NO RESPECT FOR ME! I DONT EAT EGGS!!! WHAT DOES ALL THAT STUFF GOTTA DO WITH WHAT YOU JUST SAID?

Then I look at my life. I am 32 years old, still living at home with my mama, no career, no job, got a degree so thank god for that, never had a g/f, don't have any friends, dont know where I am going, dont know myself or what I am here for on this planet, and just a miserable fuck because of all this shit and i am tired of it. I havent been talking personal on my blog because i have said ALL THIS BULLSHIT SO MANY TIMES ON HERE I LOST COUNT. so I always think to myself "why start again?" and dont even bother mentioning anything. but this is my life.

what will i do if my mom is gone? i got this internship going right now and they let me come on board for 3 months paid internship. thats $10 per hour. i am greatful for it and all, but even if they say "okay, youre hired", they will pay me $13 to $16 per hour. I feel like I have been duped. I went to school for 10 fucking years, only to miraculously (and I am serious when I say this word. finding this internship was hard. finding anything in IT to get experience is super hard) find an internship that will pay me pennies if ... IF i end up working for them. thats like saying "you will have to live with yo mama for the next 2 years working with us because if you dont, youll have to get roomates to save on rent". Living in San Francisco is expensive as fuck. I dont think $15 an hour is enough to live on your own unless you are on section 8. so what the fuck? I am so tired of this world. I spent so much time in school being tortured, studying shit I dont even need, and now I cant even land a fucking job. what type of fucking place is this? I am just so frustrated. My life is a big mess, but can I at least get a job and live in peace? Part of it is my fault, of course. I am not very motivated, I have so much apathy, and generally dont care about life.

I remember the days when I was excited about life. I was a kid and had friends. I was excited to go outside and play with them. I wanted to finish my homework and have fun with friends, do stuff, be active. Life was so enjoyable, and exciting. But I have done a complete 180 and feel the exact opposite. I dont care about life. I dont care about meeting people, I dont care about looking for a job, I dont care about almost anything.

When I look for a job, it is such a tortorous process for me. And what I fucking hate the most is that how some employers want you to jump through hoops. Okay first I want you to fill out our application that will take you 1 fucking hour, then I want you to upload your resume, then I want you to finish this questionare, and then i want you to take these stupid tests and answer complicated questions. thank you for the 2 hours of your time, and we will never get back to you because there are better candidates. FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU SHOULD BE FUCKING SLAPPED! why do employers do this shit? I want to just upload my resume and maybe a cover letter and move on. BITCH I DONT WANNA FILL OUT YOUR 2 HOUR RESUME WHEN YOU WONT EVEN READ IT ONCE YOU SEE I DONT HAVE EXPERIENCE! IT TAKES ME LONG ENOUGH TO LOOK THROUGH YOUR FUCKING AD! FUCK YOU STUPID ASS BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU AND YOUR COMPANY!!!!!!!!!!! man.. I am so frustrated with this process.

what is life? i honestly can say after all the meditating, soul searching, reading, TRYING to astral travel and lucid dream, I DONT KNOW WHAT LIFE IS. I am scared of everything in life and beyond. cant even have an out of body experience for longer then like 5 minutes. but im lucky if i have it that long. lucid dreams wont last me longer then 5 to 10 seconds. i dont know. why am i not good at anyhthing? WHY? is it because i dont live my life the way i wanna so everything i do reflects that in it?

oh man. so much shit has been going on and i dont know what this year of 2012 will bring me or the world. But something needs to happen. if not in my life then in the world. cuz i am really tired of the way things are. they are just not right. there needs to be a system in which people care for each other and not just take advantage of each other. i took one workshop for being social about 6 months ago and the guy gave me an 80% discount. then i find out he gave all of the people the same price and in the end he was treating me like shit while i was in his class. it was subtle but i still felt it. he just pretended to like me to get me to pay him. what type of fucking shit is that? he claims he wants to help people and change lives, when all he wants to do is just take advantage of people and take their money. when will this shit stop? anyway, i am really tired and dont know what to do. i am doing some other stuff right now, and need to focus on it. i may talk about it later on if i feel like it. i dont know what else to fucking say.


Sunday, May 20, 2012

my 1st Solar Eclipse

I have seen my 1st Solar Eclipse. I cannot believe it. ME! the man who sits home, and not cares about the world outside his room. I have seen it. I can die now and say that I have seen it with my eyes. It was still not a full eclipse because I'm in Cali, but still.. it was amazing. Saw my first Lunar Eclipse a few months back. had to wake up at like 4am for that. This one is from Japan posted 7 hours earlier

Beavis & Butt-Head

So I'm watching the new Beavis & Butt-Head season on mtv's website, and I think it's just too violent sometimes. Like this one show where Beavis screwed a screw into his hand, I was like ewwwwwwwwww. Why I gotta see that shit? There was another episode similar to that. But point being, I am very glad I didn't smoke weed before watching it cuz I would be freaking out.

But I know they are legends, and thank god to Mike Judge for creating them. They were my life, along with my SNES with Mario in high school. I used to watch them for 2 weeks straight LMFAO just listening to them laugh. After that I started to actually listen to the show.

I guess I am getting too old for all this violence in our culture. I am really tired of it and wish it would change. We are so descensetized to violence, no wonder our world is so fucked up. But anyway, I am still glad there is one more season of my old favorite show. BUT... Beavis & Butt-Head do America fucking SUCKED!!!!!!!!! I couldn't believe how unfunny and stupid it turned out. But their old show is CLASSIC!