Monday, June 29, 2009

watch this and think of nothing

making a full screen really helps and especially when it's dark with all the lights out

Thursday, June 25, 2009

My favorite Michael Jackson songs...

And this song right below is a CLASSIC LOVE SONG! I'm talking about one of a kind in the entire century classic. And the sad thing is, I bet most people haven't even heard it...

and this song was so good, I could NEVER get tired it... ever! I still love it to death each time i heard it. I didn't even understand what he was saying because I didn't speak English as a kid. But the music was so fucking good, it just filled this amazing feeling into my soul. It was this sad depressing feeling of some fucked up shit happened and he was crying about it. Also, it's like he is making this song with his words. Without the music of his voice, the instrumental wouldn't have a complete feeling to it

Amazing song. I cut out the intro of him singing with no music, and replayed it on my nano iPod over and over again when I was going to my University. THE BEST song on that album

Also "Beat it" is classic. I don't like so much of the music aspect of it but the video and the lyrics. Michael knew exactly what time it was.

There is a lot of other great songs I cannot post because it is embedded by request. But I trully love his music. I had all his CD's, but sold a few because I got tired of them. Michael was truly a Legend and a trend setter. Everybody is still TODAY is on his shit wanting to create new things and dance moves and shit and be an originator like him. I bet now he is going to be even bigger. But who knows, a few years from now he could be like some old Legend with new generations to come not really know how inspiring he was unless they lived through those times with him being alive.

Michael Jackson is officially FREE right now

So I was at Macy's around 3:30pm looking for my first suit and then I overhear this guy saying he read on some website Michael Jackson is dead, and then later him being in a coma on tv news. I was like holy shit!!!!!

I kinda envy him atm. I know it sounds weird but I totally think he is completely free of all the bullshit he had to deal with in life. It was his time to go. Some days I wish mine arrived sooner, but I guess there is still some sort of purpose for me. What that purpose is I may never know. But anyway...

R.I.P. to the King of Pop, Michael Jackson. I worshiped you when I was little and wanted to be a singer, dancer, or some sort of a performer because you were my inspiration.

Friday, June 19, 2009

Asian Lady hit my car

So when I was backing out of a parking lot this Chinese lady parked perpendicular started to back up too when I was already out passed her car a little. Then BAM my car tilted to the right side and I thought I got a flat tire. Then turns out she hit me in on the gas tank side.

Funny thing is my mom insured me a few days ago for the next 6 months when all this time I was driving her car without insurance. I gotta say I'm pretty lucky in this situation. And this happened right when my fam is going to Europe. This is gonna be some headache for me but I can get some money out of this and the car is old anyway if there is no internal damage I could fix the dent myself.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

My mom's boyfriend is a fucking ASSHOLE!

So i was about to cook myself some yellow cornmeal and my mom said she got some grinded turkey left right. So im like cool and started to prepare rice. I waited 20 fucking minutes for rice to get ready since I was playing WoW (yeah, im back bitches). I come out to the kitchen and this bitch says "i ate your rice cuz i didnt know if you were gonna come out or not". MAN FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!! YOU FUCKING BITCH! YOU DON'T EVEN APOLOGIZE AND YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY OR CUTE. YOU AINT CUTE YOU FAG! YOU STUPID AS SHIT!!! YOU DONT EAT OTHER PEOPLES' FOOD YOU FUCKING SLUT! omfg these are the people i deal with and live with. i am convinced they are from a different galaxy. aint no way we are from the same place. it just isnt possible.

he was buying me burritos and then if i didnt finish one, id put it in a fridge. then the next day it's gone. where is it? the fucking asshole ate it. what a fucking dumb ass. DID YOU BUY ME A BURRITO OR YOURSELF? IF ITS ME THEN LET ME EAT IT. IF YOURSELF THEN DONT GIVE IT TO ME YOU NO-IQ HAVING BITCH! this is the same guy who wants to be my father and hang out together. he wanna play tennis together, and go to lunch together. he wants me to go 'HEY DAD! I LOVE YOU DAD!!!!' and hell go 'HEY SON! I LOVE YOU TOO SON!!!!!!!!!!' hell to the fucking no. it's a good thing you dont have children or theyd be even more disfunctional than me.



I just saw he cooked me rice that's all dry and shit. FUCK YOU AND YOUR RICE! EAT THAT SHIT YOURSELF BITCH! im just gonna eat some bread instead. fucking idiot...

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Strangers with Candy is FUNNY AS FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

omg this movie is so funny i had to put the pause on digesting food in my mouth for like 1 min at a time i couldn't stop laughing

this girl with a guy name "Jerry" comes out of prison moving back home to her dad or some shit. i missed this and i been puffing the whole day cuz my folks werent home. her family is dysfunctional as fuck! she looks like a complete retard not knowing which way is up or down and it all relates back to her folks. it is sooooooooooo funny how fam disses her amongst each other and Jerry would fight her bro and stab him with forks and shit it is hysterical. Trailer..

I did some research and it turns out it was a tv show with 6 seasons but then got cancelled. i thought this is one of the episodes but i believe it is part of the movie

Episode 1 FREE 2min Amazon preview

damn this show is FUUUUUUUNNNNNYYYYYYYYY!!! it has some deep ass messages behind every joke i think that could be why it was cancelled. this is something that i would actually spend my money on and i don't even buy or collect DVD's

Friday, June 12, 2009

Worked all Day w/ no Food

man... just came home from working all day. I ate some cerial with water in the morning and that was that.

this was a temp assignment through an employment agency and the lady was like "no lunch for you guys today, hehe" i was like wtf? so then i didnt say nothing cuz i thought hey the man said no lunch so if i say something she may bitch to my agency so i didnt eat until 7! thats 9 hours without food!

thank GOD i had some Sour Punch in my bag so i ate some of that plus i had a bottle of water. and she bought us some coffee so i got a frappucino instead. damn i love those things but Star Bucks seriously sucks when it comes to blended drinks. they suck!!! especially the chocolate flavor omfg they are the worst.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

David Letterman is a fucking moron

The guy is corny, his jokes aren't funny, and I really don't know what he still doing on the air. After that comment about Sarah Palin's 14 year old daughter i have ZERO respect for that idiot. Put aside all the politics, that "knocked up" statement is just WRONG! How you gonna disrespect a little girl about getting raped and get away with it? Fucking moron. I hope you get taken off the air. I mean it's self evident that every sheep attacks Palin because of her political views but to attack her young daughter? You gotta sink to a really low level to do that.

and LMAO @ that half assed apology. you should've stayed silent instead you're once again opened your big fucking trap and blah blah blah more crap comes out of it. and all the feminist sluts are nowhere to be seen because Sarah Palin is a conservative. what a crack of shit. all those feminists make me sick. they are mostly white, they have no clue neither have they ever dealt with racism, and they start crying when somebody attacks Hilary Clinton or any other liberal. Hypocritical ass bitches. People really make me sick.

What happened to Imus should happen to the bitch ass Letterman, and his no talented ass should be taken off the air.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Beyonce just dropped a CLASSIC!

This is one of those timeless songs that will always be remembered. The last one imo was Baby Boy. She had some good songs, but mostly crap. But this right here is fucking brilliant. The way the entire song was put together is just... wow!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

There is a lot of truth in here

I just hope they wrong on the maXism part because if that goes through Obama is gonna be in such a deep shit. oh boy...

Are we heading toward Marxism?
American capitalism gone with a whimper
Front page / Opinion / Columnists
27.04.2009 Source: Pravda.Ru

Pages: 12

It must be said, that like the breaking of a great dam, the American decent into Marxism is happening with breath taking speed, against the back drop of a passive, hapless sheeple, excuse me dear reader, I meant people.


Russia warns NATO not to rattle weapons near Russia's borders

The strict traditions of Sumo wrestling

True, the situation has been well prepared on and off for the past century, especially the past twenty years. The initial testing grounds was conducted upon our Holy Russia and a bloody test it was. But we Russians would not just roll over and give up our freedoms and our souls, no matter how much money Wall Street poured into the fists of the Marxists.

Those lessons were taken and used to properly prepare the American populace for the surrender of their freedoms and souls, to the whims of their elites and betters.

First, the population was dumbed down through a politicized and substandard education system based on pop culture, rather then the classics. Americans know more about their favorite TV dramas then the drama in DC that directly affects their lives. They care more for their "right" to choke down a McDonalds burger or a BurgerKing burger than for their constitutional rights. Then they turn around and lecture us about our rights and about our "democracy". Pride blind the foolish.

Then their faith in God was destroyed, until their churches, all tens of thousands of different "branches and denominations" were for the most part little more then Sunday circuses and their televangelists and top protestant mega preachers were more then happy to sell out their souls and flocks to be on the "winning" side of one pseudo Marxist politician or another. Their flocks may complain, but when explained that they would be on the "winning" side, their flocks were ever so quick to reject Christ in hopes for earthly power. Even our Holy Orthodox churches are scandalously liberalized in America.

* 2 weeks ago

Additional Details
The final collapse has come with the election of Barack Obama. His speed in the past three months has been truly impressive. His spending and money printing has been a record setting, not just in America's short history but in the world. If this keeps up for more then another year, and there is no sign that it will not, America at best will resemble the Wiemar Republic and at worst Zimbabwe.

These past two weeks have been the most breath taking of all. First came the announcement of a planned redesign of the American Byzantine tax system, by the very thieves who used it to bankroll their thefts, loses and swindles of hundreds of billions of dollars. These make our Russian oligarchs look little more then ordinary street thugs, in comparison. Yes, the Americans have beat our own thieves in the shear volumes. Should we congratulate them?

2 weeks ago

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Matrix Dream

Today I had this weird yet short dream. I entered a building which looked like my high school. I started going up the stairs which are secluded, and it was the same stairs that 5 guys appeared out of and jumped me on the 2nd floor on one Friday afternoon. This was when i was a sophmore or a junior. I guess I was always small for my age so they thought I was a freshman. Anyway, then as I'm going up the stairs in my dream I'm thinking "I shouldn't be here. This place is not safe" and right then this one Russian guy from my English class in college i graduated from appears who was a fucking weirdo. And he says something like "hey, do you have this?" showing me something in his hand. So I keep going up the stairs ignoring him and he is like 2 stories behind me. Then he starts screaming "hey! I'm not gonna take anything from you" and follows me. Then as I get to the top I see that there is no way out and it's a block end. So I try to create a door with my mind but it isn't working. All 4 sides I'm looking at are blocked. So then I wake myself up.

I felt like fucking Neo from the Matrix, and I think this may be the months of meditation kicking in.

One day I was real happy at my internship last week and actually joked around on the spot! I usually don't do that. Plus I'm meditating twice a day now. 30 mins in the morning and 30 mins at night. We'll see what happens, and as of today meditation is like my 2nd main priority right after finding a J.O.B..