Friday, August 29, 2014

Paula Braun

just seen this movie Drained (O Cheiro do Ralo), and can't stop thinking about Paula's ass

Sunday, August 24, 2014

Thursday, August 21, 2014

Seeing this makes me really not Like Cops

What are these Police Officers accomplishing by preying on the weak?

I totally identify with this kid. He has issues, a total loner with no friends, and no one to even talk to. Now here comes an undercover cop pretending to be his friend. Starts begging him for drugs. The kid is like 'oh man... I actually have a friend!? I will do anything to keep him'. Goes out and does something he would never do, and gets busted. WTF is this shit? I gotta say, I had a teacher from the South Bronx in my Criminal Justice classes back in college. And he said this about cops after being one for 30 years of his life. "Cops are NOT your friends! If you get arrested, DON'T TALK TO THEM! Know your rights and get a lawyer. Until you do, DO NOT TALK TO POLICE." Boy was he right. Cops could be the biggest criminals just to get you busted, and have them look good on record. If they need to bust someone and blame him with a crime, they will pick you in a heartbeat if you are dumb enough to give up your rights and talk with them.

I gotta say, though. The federal government today reminds me of the Europeans who colonized Americas. They had their own beliefs, and anyone with different ways of life were wiped out off the face of the earth. The federal government still looks at people who smoke marijuana as scum. It's like they still do to people what the Europeans were doing to the natives of this land back in the day. "Accept our god, or die." They still ruin peoples lives today. And this is just one tiny little case. Imagine how much damage they do to people on the grand scale.

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Cop helps ducks to cross the Road

Like a BOSS!

Strange Dream about Snakes

so I haven't been journaling my dreams lately, and am very sorry for it. Because a lot of the time I forget parts of my dreams the next day, and even after a few hours upon wakening. Even though my dream recall is really good, I still need to get back into journaling all my dreams.

Last night I had a strange dream about snakes. It began with me hanging out with this girl who had an Anaconda, which had a very thick body the farther it got from its head. It was a very friendly snake, and I didn't get any sort of evil or negative energy coming from it. It was very hungry, so my friend showed me a white rat she brought for the snake. As I look back at the snake, it had its tail in its mouth. The snake was so hungry, it started eating its own tail! As my friend got out the white rat and hung it lose by its tail, the Anaconda right away started to regurgitating its tail slowly, and once it was done, it sprung towards the rat and swallowed it. Afterwards, the snake got really playful and started playing with us by hiding underneath this huge black blanket. Then all of the sudden, the scene changed. It went from me hanging out with my female friend I never met who had a snake, to me being in the Amazon, in Peru. I am standing outside with these short palm looking trees. Beside me is an American white man who is about 55ish or 60 years old with white greyed out hair, which was medium long. He seems to know a lot about the jungle (my guide?). He is telling me about how "the Amazon jungle is amazing, but you have to be careful because you will get bitten by snakes. One boy was bitten and started getting swallowed by 2 snakes from each side." I was very careful where I was standing, and I think he even directed me to switch locations and stand elsewhere.

After that, the dream ended shortly. I looked some of this up, but still not sure what it means.

Thursday, August 14, 2014

when will the Abuse of the Indigenous People end?

 it really makes me sad and angry seeing this sort of abuse STILL happen today. It's almost as if the rapings, and the killings wasn't enough when the Americas were colonized. But the government time and time again finds ways to fuck with the natives. The illegal oil drilling in Ecuador WITHOUT the consent of the natives that live there, the dam being built in Panama, and now the dam being built in Brazil. Every time this happens, the only people that suffer and are misplaced from their homes and their environment, in which they live in harmony not hurting anyone, are the indigenous people. And the only thing people can say is 'it's better to power 50,000 people, than to have 500 live on a land where a dam could be'. When these same misplaced families will most likely be working all day, every day, in jobs that NO ONE wants, for shit pay, living in large families cramped up in small apartments just to survive in our world they know nothing about.

I have a hard time getting a full time job with benefits that will help me get my own place, and I have a college degree. What type of job, or survival skills could these natives get when they are pushed out of their home jungles, and into big cities? I don't even want to think about it.

Our governments do nothing but lie, cheat, and pollute the land we live on by drilling oil, and dumping left over chemicals in rivers. Which poison fish, which we eventually consume. That's not to mention all the pollution that is released from driving our cars in cities across the world. And what makes me even more mad, is how so many ignorant fucks talk about 'these natives are backwards, and are primitive'. When WE are the primitive men who are KILLING ourselves, and the natives in the process. A bunch of cave monkeys we are, thinking we know anything because we got iPhones and telescopes, always looking to MAXIMIZE profit to squeeze that dollar out of every tree we cut down and every animal we raise, only to slaughter it and treat it like property. And don't get me started on all the illegal poaching of animals, some of which are already extinct.

living in this society makes me sick to my stomach sometimes. I live around a bunch of young people who all they want is to have fun at other peoples expense. Fucking parasites. Reminds me of that scene from The Beach, when Leanardo De Caprio realized that most humans are leeches. Realest scene in the movie.