Weird Dream about a Girl

so last night I had the weirdest dream. I am at some party or some social gathering or maybe some sort of vacation getaway? I don't remember the whole thing. Then I talk to one blonde white girl at some point, and she's not feeling me. Then I just brush her off, and she walks away. Then there is this other brunette girl (at first I thought she was Indian, but I think she was white with dark features with tanned skin. maybe Sicilian) that sits with me and falls into my arms. I start talking with her. The 1st girl notices this. After a few moments I tell her..

Me: Hey, maybe we should get something to eat. I wanna take you out sometime.
Her: Really??

and then I don't remember the rest of the convo. but then she gets up and stands in front of me a few feet away where I can have a good look at her fully (torso to face), and then she says "and you waited for me all your life" while she throws her naked arms to her sides. Then I woke up shortly.

I had 2 small cluster headaches, though. 1 at 4:19am that woke me up. It was getting worse, so I drank some water, opened my window and breathed deeply for a while. Went away after 15 mins. Went back to sleep. The second was at 6ish am, but I went back to sleep. Did the same thing, and it seemed to help. My alarm rang at 6:36am so I had some sleep. I think it was sinus, though. I felt it dripping inside my head a little.

Dream about my job

2/27/2016, 7:53pm

not having internet at home sucks. but this is what I typed up a few days back..

Had a dream last night that I was talking to someone, and he told me that I have one and a half months left at my current job. Not sure if this dream was prophetic, but I will start looking for a job every week. I have been meaning to start looking for another job for sometime, especially at the company I am in, considering I am not even a direct employee but a contractor. Let’s see if I could find something within the company itself. But it’s really hard. I’ll look anyway, at least once a week. Let’s see what happens. I just need some time to organize and get settled in this new place I moved into.

Angela Merkel is the seed of Satan

I had one of the most horrific nightmares of my life. This happened a few days ago, and I should've blogged about it right away. But I can't stop thinking about this dream, so I will talk about it now.

I am in this room with Merkel. As she is sitting down in a chair, I am trying to explain to her what she is doing to Germany. I am screaming at the top of my lungs that she is destroying her country, and killing her own people. It was one of those dreams in which you scream as loud as you can, but feels like you are in a vacuum. Only about 10% of what I was yelling as loud as I could was heard by this woman. She was mostly shut off and wasn't paying attention, while half way looking at me. At this point, Merkel starts screaming like a demon. I thought I could exorcise her. So I put both of my hands on her head and it was the most frightening thing I have ever experienced in a dream. All the evil screaming and yelling inside of her woke me up, with me panting really heavily. It took me a while to go back to sleep.

I am now convinced that Angela Merkel works for the Devil himself. This woman is pure evil, just like her puppet masters who are pulling the strings.

Nightmare about Trump

So with the latest news about Trump owning Fox and Meghan Kelly at the same time by not attending the debate, I had this bad dream last night.

I am at some sort of a rally with lots of people. it was more of a place where it seems to be 2 parties, the Republicans and the Democrats. Each party has a dedicated table close to each other, without the candidates. The table of the democrats is full of supporters, but Trump's table is empty with only 1 supporter there, and a few people around it. At this point I am shocked. Then I hear someone tell me that "he has all the support online and on his reality tv, but in the real life, no one likes him". Something like that. I don't remember the details. So I am standing there all shocked thinking to myself "I was wrong about all this." I woke up thinking this over and over again "I was wrong". Because I've always thought to myself how stupid I looked back when I would support idiots like Glen Beck or when I was watching propaganda channels like the Young Turds. Luckily, I was never very outspoken and outgoing. So, I never publicly announced my opinion when it came to politics and the world events. But I always think to myself how STUPID people look who don't know history, don't have self identity, and who support something that goes totally against their own culture and their own people. you know, the idiots that sit in a classroom defending Obama or Clinton, or anyone who is basically destroying their country, indirectly support terrorism, and/or just ruining our world with their policies. In this dream, I kept thinking to myself that I am one of those idiots who was wrong about Trump.

I just hope this was just a nightmare and not some prophetic dream. Because if Trump loses, America is DOOMED!

Seth, Dreams and Projections of Consciousness - BOOK REVIEW

It's hard for me to review this book after just finishing it, because I have been reading it for almost a year! I started for a while, then put it off. Picked it back up, and put it down again. Just recently, I really pushed myself to finish it. I haven't been reading books lately, and this is the latest one I read.

Starting Seth, Dreams and Projections of Consciousness, really reminded me how much I miss Seth. I really enjoyed Seth Speaks, and remembered how pleasant, comforting, and comprehensive Jane Robert's writing is.

The beginning of the book familiarizes you with Seth, and it gets deeper and deeper. Like many other Out-of-Body Experience / Astral Projection books, this Seth book indicates that you become more psychic as you have more OBEs. You could get insights of people, family members, strangers, etc.. in the OBE states, which you can't get in ordinary life. This has been my experience.

Dreams and Projections of Consciousness isn't a book you read through quickly and easily. This is one of those books that makes you think. I will have to go back and re-read it some day, because many of its ideas and concepts are hard to grasp for the human brain. It is like this part in the last chapter that said something to the likes of; when you have an Out-of-Body Experience, and you go into a really deep multi-dimentional place, as you come back to the physical body, your physical mind is not able to interpret the complex information you were exposed to. It's sort of like people who go deeply into meditation, or drink ayahuasca, and when they come back to this reality, they are not able to explain what they have experienced in words. This book is like that. It really makes you think, and you will find yourself going back and re-reading the same passage multiple times in order to fully grasp its meaning. Here is a good quote:

All experience is basically simultaneous, as I have told you. The dreaming self is aware of its experience in its entirety. You, obviously, are not. You are hardly familiar with your dream experience and barely aware of its significance. (Ch. 18, Probable Selves; Kindle location 4383 of 5610, 78% finished)

I got a little bit confused at some point, asking myself "Is this being written by Rob or Jane?" But Seth touches on a lot of subjects in this book like...

• The Dream World
• The Boundaries and the Confinements of the Dream World
• Dreams and Health
• How to Remember Your Dreams / Develop Dream Recall
• How to Have Out-of-Body Experiences / Astral Projections
• The Rules of the Physical World vs The Rules of the Dream / Astral World
• Hallucinations vs Astral Projections; How to Distinguish Them and Clear Hallucinations out of the Way
• Probable Realities and Probable Selves
• Thought Forms
• Different Bodies (Dream Body, Astral Body, etc..) Seth Calls these 1st Form, 2nd Form, and 3rd Form
• Astral Projection Stories

and much more.

Seth answered my main question, and the question of many other OBE travelers, "Is it safe to leave your body?"

You are safe as long as you do not meddle. You may explore, and freely, and that is all. (Ch. 20, More on Dream Projections; Kindle location 4820 of 5610, 86% finished)

If you are interested in Out-of-Body Experiences / Astral Projections, if you have lots of questions about it, as well as about the Universe beyond our physical world, this book is a must read! I highly recommend reading this book in a chronological order. It starts out slow, especially if you aren't familiar with Seth, but it gets better, and better, and then it just explodes in an orgasm at the end. The end is the best part where Seth goes into detail about Out-of-Body Experiences / Astral Travel. The last chapter was excellent, and the very last paragraph was poetic and an absolute classic way to end the book. I have never read a book with this good of an ending. 4.5/5 stars. A book MUST HAVE for Out-of-Body travelers and explorers, right next to Far Journeys.

Strange Dream about Stars

the first thing that happened in my dream last night, was that I saw a bunch of magic mushrooms. they were beige in color.

then what happened was even stranger. I saw a star in the dark sky. no other stars around it, but just one big bright white ball. now when I say a star, I don't mean a tiny star. I mean a huge star that's as big, or even bigger, than our sun. but seeing it at night was weird. then I saw another star looking in a different direction that was just as big and as close to earth. I saw a third one and got really scared. are we all gonna die? are these stars gonna generate storms, tsunamis and chaos on our planet? I was so scared, I looked way. and then I saw a huge planet that was about 10x bigger than our sun. and when I looked close... it was another earth.

I kinda wonder what these dreams mean. I am reading a book on dreams, but I haven't picked it up in a while. I'm gonna start setting goals for myself to read little by little each day. seems like it is the only way I can go through books. otherwise, I end up wasting my life watching youtube videos, or doing absolutely nothing feeling sorry for myself.

Strange Dream about Snakes

so I haven't been journaling my dreams lately, and am very sorry for it. Because a lot of the time I forget parts of my dreams the next day, and even after a few hours upon wakening. Even though my dream recall is really good, I still need to get back into journaling all my dreams.

Last night I had a strange dream about snakes. It began with me hanging out with this girl who had an Anaconda, which had a very thick body the farther it got from its head. It was a very friendly snake, and I didn't get any sort of evil or negative energy coming from it. It was very hungry, so my friend showed me a white rat she brought for the snake. As I look back at the snake, it had its tail in its mouth. The snake was so hungry, it started eating its own tail! As my friend got out the white rat and hung it lose by its tail, the Anaconda right away started to regurgitating its tail slowly, and once it was done, it sprung towards the rat and swallowed it. Afterwards, the snake got really playful and started playing with us by hiding underneath this huge black blanket. Then all of the sudden, the scene changed. It went from me hanging out with my female friend I never met who had a snake, to me being in the Amazon, in Peru. I am standing outside with these short palm looking trees. Beside me is an American white man who is about 55ish or 60 years old with white greyed out hair, which was medium long. He seems to know a lot about the jungle (my guide?). He is telling me about how "the Amazon jungle is amazing, but you have to be careful because you will get bitten by snakes. One boy was bitten and started getting swallowed by 2 snakes from each side." I was very careful where I was standing, and I think he even directed me to switch locations and stand elsewhere.

After that, the dream ended shortly. I looked some of this up, but still not sure what it means.