Tuesday, September 22, 2015

a Message to all the muslims

I am very proud of my Polish ancestry. My people didn't build a country, so that some Jihadis would come and take it over, implementing Sharia and pushing for the establishment of caliphate. Every muslim needs to watch this, and know his place living in the west.

God bless this man, or anyone like him. He will fight to his death to protect his people and his nation from those that want to destroy it.

Why can't America Respect Politicians like Ben Carson?

oh... I forgot, most people here are brain dead liberals. what was I thinking? I bet my left nut that all of the leftist media is vilifying this man right as I type this

http://www.jihadwatch.org/2015/09/carson-wont-back-down-i-do-not-believe-sharia-is-consistent-with-the-constitution-of-this-country

Ben Carson has a backbone, doesn't back down when faced with controversial issues, and he actually understands Islam, which has Sharia Law, which is INCOMPATIBLE with our Constitution. someone give this man a medal. remember, any politician who runs this country to be liked, and to be PC *cough*Obama*cough*Hilary*cough*, will run this country into the ground. any politician who is very well informed on issues, and does everything in his power to protect our country, its constitution, and its people, will keep this country safe, and help it grow. just be very careful who you vote for in the next election. and please don't let your voting be influenced by a certain race, or should I say... a certain sex. that's all I'm gonna say.

Sunday, September 20, 2015

looks like Ahmed's Clock was a Hoax Bomb

"so I got arrested for a Hoax Bomb" - Ahmed Mohamed... the kid himself just admitted it was a HOAX BOMB, a device made to LOOK like a bomb.

http://www.jihadwatch.org/2015/09/hoax-muslim-clockmaker-didnt-build-clock-just-put-existing-one-into-pencil-box



what. what are people gonna say next? evil teacher should've just congratulated the kid for being so clever? with all those school shootings and other psychopaths going on the killing sprees, should we appease Islam and not say anything because we are just oh such evil "Islamaphobes"? So, this is what it comes to? We are supposed to be silent in order not to offend muslims who could potentially blow up our schools and kill our children? Gee, it's nice to live in this country. You bring to school a fake bomb, and get invited to a white house. a white American kid would do this, i could already tell he'd be given a lecture and there would be news all over "crazy white kid almost blew up a school". But this kid is brown, he gets a pass. because... we don't wanna offend the muslims.

oh, and his "inventions" look like a bunch of devices taken apart. he has yet to tell us what these "inventions" do, exactly. I'm dying to know. got damn people are stupid! buying any and every bullshit that's shown to them on CNN or ABC. fucking media. they will destroy us by pushing these sob stories down our throats. that's how they get all the clueless Europeans supporting that Invasion. but best believe our liberal politicians are doing the best they can to get these invaders into our lands next and the coming year. ohhh weeee! can't wait. it will be so much fun to be amongst the ISIS implants, and those that secretly planning on taking over our nations.

I haven't laughed this hard in a minute

Allah fukbar!


I need to Get Out of Here

I need to leave this room sometimes. I feel like I am in a solitary confinement.

I am not sure what is happening with my friend. last time I heard from her she was like nice knowing you. but i told her she treats me like shit, and I didn't hear back. maybe she really saw how she just treats me like a fucking driver/ATM/personal assistant. so that situation is on hold right now. I thought she'd block me on social sites, something she usually does with people she crossed wrong paths with, but she didn't.

anyway, I never really talk about my personal stuff on here anymore. I know some people who visit my blog periodically are wondering why I have such a drastic change in my blog lately. I just got tired of living out there in the Astral World. I want to learn how to live HERE, and NOW. I want to know what is going on in THIS world. I need MONEY! I don't have shit. And I want to know what is going on as well. So, I am simply searching for the truth in other places. I want to get involved in living this life, and participating in all its dramas. I am tired of existing, watching life pass me by. This is why I got curious about all these things I am bringing to the surface.

But anyway, I need to get out sometimes to keep my sanity. But I hold myself back every time. I am planning on going out literally EVERY WEEK for the past, I don't know, month? I never do. At first I say, okay if I nap I'll go out. I nap, and then just slack around not preparing and going out there. I know my PTSD gets pretty up there, but some days when I get out there, and be around people, I calm down. Get a bear or two, and let lose. But those days never happen. I do my martial arts every day, but mentally I am fucked up. So I am like a little cat every time I leave this room. But I need to walk or something. I put my ayahuasca journey on hold. I don't think I'm ready for that. It's way too intense, and I could really get freaked out. I am very easily scared, and maybe this is not for me at least FOR NOW. I will eventually get there, but I need stability, independence. Maybe it will help me? I don't know. But I feel like I need skills, but nothing to push me to get them. That's why I wanted to drink the brew in the first place. I need motivation, and a life change outlook, but I sit here in my room, letting my fears hold me back from meeting new people, and getting through life.

All this stuff I am learning with Europe crisis and wars, and the poison of religion, etc.. is great. But I got a crisis of my own, and don't seem to pull myself out of this hell hole. I have done constellation workshop, some self-improvement workshops, PUA workshops, did a few hundred cold approaches in day game, but seem to be still stuck somewhere. I only had my own place once, and then I came right back living with my mom. Now my uncle is staying with us because his apartment is being remodeled. At least I talk to him sometimes daily. If it wasn't for that, I'd be in my fucking room watching youtube, checking news, email 20x a day, whether or not someones e-mails me, and try to sleep, which I am almost never successful but weed sure helps me that.

I don't know what  to do. I need money, but I don't have any skill. I am in IT world, but I am a rookie. Some guys have 15+ years of IT experience, and I see them posting on cl bragging, yet looking for jobs. I can really see why people apply to any and all jobs when they're jobless. sticking in one field is a death sentence, will put you out on the street. fuck! I just wish getting money was easier.

I try to do that LOA shit, but I never stick with it. my laziness gets the best of me. How many fucking months I gotta visualize daily, and then what for if I don't take any action? visualizing alone won't make shit happen. I need to get out there and do something daily. But I don't know, lately I been learning some Adobe products, like Photoshop. I am thinking maybe that will help me make some money. But there are so many people who know the basics of PS, it gets me fucked up. everybody has a cam now. you can buy a point and shoot cam 4k for like $600.

I just talked to a "friend" who is a photographer, my old co-worker, and he said many non-pros over-saturate the photography business because they all charge a lot less, and make it impossible for pros. huh... but I am not a pro. so maybe that is what I should do! we'll see. I just don't know the social media aspect of it. I don't wanna put myself out there like that, with my personal pics and how I dress, and where I hang out, etc.. some people don't care. but I am a private person. I googled myself and found my face. scared the shit outta me. that was the last day I had my pic on facebook. I fucking hate that site. it's fake as fuck! should be called fakebook. everybody there is happy, clubbing, getting laid, i hate it!!! but anyway... i'm gonna go now. tired of typing.

I need a community, that's what I think. I am gonna see if I could volunteer more. I like going to a cat shelter, but I am there socializing with cats! haven't done it in a while, but I need to find a place where I socialize with real people! cats could only get you so far...

Friday, September 18, 2015

The 2nd Caller summed up the Situation in Europe

so when the civil war begins, liberal pieces of shits like this traitor are the people who will be and are responsible for the downfall for our western nations. it's too late for Europe already. but America is mos def next, as we are getting these "refugees" too, many of which have nice clothes, latest cell phones, and money somewhere in the bank.

Remember, the first day of the Islamic calendar doesn't begin when Muhammad was born, but when he emigrated to Medina, and eventually took over the foreign land with Jihad, the 2nd most important pillar of Islam. it is every muslim's duty to emigrate, and engage in Jihad on the infidel, to eventually take over, just like Muhammad did. This is their "spiritual journey". It boggles my mind how most people have not an ounce of clue to what this means to many of these muslims who hate us, and are only here to take over. but that's okay, go back to sleep and play your ps4s and xboxs. this is just the beginning


Tuesday, September 15, 2015

White Privilege at Work

oh gee, these white girls sure do enjoy their white privilege in Europe, of all places.

Us white people sure do enjoy getting all this privilege. I can't wait to travel and go to no-go zones in France, and Britain, where I'll be attacked by mobs simply for being white. White privilege here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!