last night i visualized talking to her and barely got any sleep (as always). so today i finished quiz quickly cuz i reviewed lectures on my nano and it was just clicking. my plan was this: if she finishes before me, i go after her and ask her to hang out with me; or if i leave early, i wait for her outside. i finish the quiz early and i swear the whole time, even while taking the quiz, i was feeling like im on pins and needles cuz that PTSD was just running through my veins. just thinking about it made me feel like im having the worst confrontation known to men and am about to die.
so then she comes out about 15 mins later (the wait was torture but it's amazing how much talking to others help in situations like these. it's like a lyrical work out for introverts or at least for me) and goes downstairs. i tried to catch up with her but she was gone, i went back in the building and check 3rd floor shes not there. so i was like OMG not again! so then i see her walking outside towards another building. i went through the building and BAM i caught up with her on the stairway.
long story short... she got a b/f, but i feel like this huge weight has been lifted off my shoulder. all that shit i said to trojanman was real, and i'm proud of myself for practicing what i preach. paz if you reading and never done anything like this before, the first time you do it and finally come up to a girl that you really like and ask her out you will feel like you are on cloud 9. that's how i felt my first time. it was back in city college. chances are, she'll turn you down but you not doing it for her you doing it for your own growth. you wanna grow as a person and as a man? sorry to say it but this is the only way. i feel liberated more then ever. not all happy and shit like i'm on top of the world when i approached the first chick ever, but it's more of a freeing feeling.
and she flirted with me in our class too. all smiling at me and shit. that's what chicks do, they flirt with you and then be like "sorry, i gotta man."
i'm getting high tonight, and it's gonna be the greatest high of the summer. YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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sorry to hear about the rejection shit man.
and yo..... man, i've somewhat taken your advice. i tried talking to a girl sometime back like a week ago. she was all smiling @ me with her little braces and i had the chance to ask her out or get her number. and BOOM, i didn't say anything BUT bye to her. my coworkers saw the whole thing too and i knew what they was thinking...
it's all good though.... i will get pussy one day and you will too.
just wack off just now and about to pop that claritin.
yo.... enjoy your high too, mayne.
i'ma get high tomorrow. i'm still thinking about that pipe blunt debate we had too. i'm considering the pipe thing BUT if it's expensive as hell then i ain't gonna fuck with it.
yo.. space, you not gonna believe this. uhhhhhh... i tried doing some shit off craigslist and... my crazy ass MIGHT get laid.
HOPEFULLY, she goes along with it and i get some pussy. wish me luck. she holla'ed at me saying she wanted to be down SO i'ma get this shit over and done with. might as well. pussy is pussy.
damn man, you gonna get laid before me? <---- is embarrassed. but i really wanna see how you act afterwards. careful though, wear a condom. would you go see her if she turned out to be in the hoodest hood in NY?
man.... space, i got hosed. turns out the bitch just a recruiter from fling.com. FUCK THAT BITCH!!!!
man, i'm upset right now. i feel depressed as hell.
LOL!!!!! dont fuck with those casual encounters man. its all fake and if its real you got like 1% of being picked among the other 300 guys. if you still fucking with craigslist look in w4m or strictly platonic sections.
lmao, you guys are such squares
you guys crack me up.
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