Monday, September 8, 2008

i got an 8am monday class and im still staying up

shit i just can't stop going to bed late. i thought i was gonna switch up and clear up my act with going to bed late but i was wrong. sunday come and i was just getting blown and staying up again. went to bed at 2:20 when i had to wake up at 6:30.

i think people like me are missing love, cuz i don't know what else it could be. why else would i be staying up trying to fill in that empty feeling inside? it's fucked up because my mom is trying to provide "love" but she does it in all the wrong ways.

LL Cool J said it best and he was right all along. all these thugs fronting like they dont want love in their life are playing themselves. i dont know where to get it or how to get it, thats the thing. shit is hard for a loner. most people just don't know...

1 comment:

Paz said...

mayne.. don't worry about it. just make some friends. you might still be lonely but you can't let it get to you...