i woke up at 2am cuz im trying to do this cycle since i got like 1 week left before the summer school starts. i stayed up till like 5 am three days ago, then till 10 the morning after, and yesterday i was up till 5pm. went to bed and woke my ass up with an alarm clock set to 2am. didnt get my lazy ass up till around 3 cuz i just like to lay in bed fantasizing about life and the shit i never had wishing that i did. if i got time to waste this is what i do, lay in a fucking bed fantasizing. no motivation to get up, nothing to do if i have a day off, just lay there fantasizing. i barely get out to socialize with people so i fantasize and escape inside my head.
on a side note i love firefox, i used to hate it but i now love it. i fucked with opera before and thought it was the best web browser till i started using firefox and if it wasn't for this spell check my journal entries would've been looking mad crappy with misspelled words every sentence. im a real bad speller.
anyway, im in this bitch just chilling. i love staying up, i love the night, it gives me a good feeling. maybe its cuz i got nothing to do during the day so i stay up on purpose to have some sort of accomplishment or just to get away from the shitty reality i have every time there is sun outside, so i escape into the night and feel good even doing nothing. i dont know, maybe im just like a vampire.
im done with reading trojanman's blog till march 2007. his new entries kinda freak me out with all that 'ill kill everybody and make you suffer, put you in a wheal chair' talk. but his old entries where he talks about his problems i relate to. i dont know, i just care for people i guess. id rather sacrifice my whole life and be a nobody then do any of that killing or torture shit he talks about. but i think he just uses that to channel his anger at something or somebody.
ahh whatever. im thinking of disabling comments or even changing my blog's address. i got faggots on my shit constantly. one keeps writing about his homo fantasies, other people just hate. and it could be the same person writing all that shit pretending to be other people. if its some retarded shit i delete it cuz you motha fuckers dont run shit in here. this is my blog and you in my world bitch. i run you here like *insert any example of a top dog running his followers* <--- im realy bad at this.
anyway im checking out. fuck you if you on here talking shit. fuck you if you on my nuts cuz you got nothing better to do. fuck you if you got no life so you come here to relate to everything i say only to hate and make negative comments cuz you bored. you are the scum of this planet and should be castrated.
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thanks for reading my shit man. just know that i peep your shit daily even though it seems like nobody does with the 0 comments and the stalker comments you get.
and yo... i think that's god tua that's behind that shit too. i think, don't hold my word to it.
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