I first heard about this in an article Death by Utopia. Unfortunately, that website has been taken down. But basically this is what happened in a nutshell:
Guy ran an experiment with mice in a controlled environment. He created unlimited resources for them, and different "Universes" (buildings). The result of the study with mice was this. Population growth exploded > violence > degeneracy > "beautiful ones"appeared, loner mice that secluded themselves from the group and did their own thing > extinction/collapse of the population.
We are literally witnessing the same in our western society today:
Population growth - Foreign Aid to shitholes like Africa, which is the result of more people being born. whites are having less children, however, due to so much pressure on them paying rent, and paying taxes, funding their own extinction paying for welfare of 3rd world invaders being brought to their lands
Degeneracy - This is the stage we are in currently. how many genders are there now? 20, 30, 50??? Drag queens are allowed to come to city libraries brainwashing young children into thinking this behavior is "okay". We even got 12 year old drag queens talking about they are gender nuetral and dressed up in slutty outfits shaking their asses on stage, which is downright pedophelia. I mean, what's next?
My question is, when is the extinction/collapse going to come? The way our world looks today, it can't come soon enough...
I can't believe I used to look up to this idiot. But then again, she's a rapper. and rap is the most lowest vibration of music on earth. nothing but worshipping of swag, bling, and glorification of crime because it's so "cool" where you get street cred for "struggling". After learning everything I've learned, I can safely say MIA is a complete moron that has no sense of clue of how the world works. But she shouldn't feel too bad, most rappers are this way. I realized this after I saw her "Borders" video about a year ago. Jesus fucking Christ!! what a globalist moron!
Some men say women belong behind cages. I disagree. Women belong in the kitchen raising their children into healthy and productive adults. This is what nature made them to do-give birth and raise their offspring. It's been that way for eons since humans have been around, and it won't change anytime soon. But now with all this feminism and "equal rights" poison that is sweeping the west, all these "independent women" think that they need "rights". Hence, all the women are focusing on their careers and end up miserable, single, and old cat ladies. Then minorities are laughing at white women and blames them for not making enough kids. When there are bigger forces that are behind this massive brainwashing and genocide. I won't even get into this now, but yeah I just wanted to vent.
M.I.A. is a complete and utter MORON! She always talks about crooked politicians in black countries but never mentions an average IQ in black nations, and the fact that all the nations ran by these low IQ Sub Saharans are corrupted to shit! they simply don't know how to plan for the future, and mainly live in the moment. this is why blacks in general are more laid back and easy going. but that's also why all their countries and neighborhoods look like sewers. Women all need to be stripped off their rights of running for office, and yes even voting. But I'm afraid we are going in the same direction as Rome. Soon this American empire, and the entire west will collapse. Hell on earth will ensue once darker low IQ races will take over. But some only learn the hard way...
Just another globalist stooge working to destroy white people by subverting the minds of the young to somehow think it is "wrong" and "evil" to be proud of their culture, history, and heritage. Peterson is such a FRAUD! His voice disgusts me and face makes me wanna puke!!
just want to thank Resurrection Europa for making this masterpiece video exposing this pathetic nutless cuck. Watch it now before they take it down for "hate speech"..
So about a year ago, I found these Hi-Chew bites. I love Hi-Chews, and Mango flavor is my favorite. So, I bought 2 of these and ate them. Then without me being aware, I started having cluster headaches each time I ate these. Lasting for around 50 mins, it was really intense. I wanted to die it hurt so bad. Finally, one day after purchasing and eating these, I put 2 and 2 together and realized they were the cause of my headaches. The main ingredient that caused them was Wheat Starch
I am finally going through my closet cleaning all my crap, and throwing away stuff I never use. And I found this sitting there for me to research. So, I am finally blogging this out because I am really working hard cleaning my soul and all the clutter that it accumulated.
Is it something that I can prove, meaning Starch is the cause of my headaches? No. But it's the only ingredient that jumped out at me, when I was reading the ingredients list. Plus, I came across this article. So, apparently Starch also causes Migraine Headaches as well...
Again, going through my old stuff and finally got around to looking at the ingredients of this burrito that gave me a cluster headache. Lo and behold, it has Corn Starch! So, I'd say stay away from anything with starch in it to avoid cluster headaches or any headaches for that matter. I am no doctor but this is kind of a big coincidence
I'm back on my No Fap, No Porn program. I think I blogged about this yeeaaaaaars ago. but it is really helpful this time, because I have really stuck with it. I got to a point where my dick was lifeless. NOTHING turned me on. I only got off and had erections through porn. I came like 1x per 3 weeks at least to release, but that would still be me fapping and watching porn, the most damaging thing to men and their erectile dysfunction in our age. this was me, but after No Fap since August 1st, which is almost 3 months now, I actually wake up with hard boners. I get real erections when talking to or even looking at women!! I can't believe it. I actually FEEL something in my pants, and get arousals.
I just don't know how long I'll be able to hold off. I need a release, and me not being that great with girls really makes it extremely difficult. I wanna get better but feel so alone. no friends, no wingmen, and think I need to create a 30 day program of me pushing my boundaries socially every day, until I start to actually approach and talk to women I am attracted to. otherwise, going out to the beach every once in a while to talk to strangers won't change shit. it may get me laid one day if I'm lucky and grow enough courage to start approaching girls, but in the end I'll still remain the same.
fuck life is hard. sometimes I have not even an outlet sexually. Sometimes I wish I lived in a state or a country where prostitution was legal. because my dick feels like it is going to explode some days, along with my balls.
So, I stopped going out to clubs for the most part and drinking. At some point, my body started to reject alcohol. What I did on the weekends was the following:
Prepare alcohol - I first started out with Corona, later on started preparing Vodka
Go to a new/different club on Friday and/or Saturday
Park my car and drink the alcohol - at first I'd drink 1 Corona, and then buy more liquor inside the club to get lose. Later, I prepared 4 vodka shots mixed with cranberry juice. This really saved me money. I'd drink the whole 4 shots right away. This really helped with PTSD and to calm my nerves
But at some point, what started to happen was my body started to reject alcohol. My body isn't of someone who drinks or can drink too much. So I cannot handle liquor like certain men. I first started to throw up literally each time I drank my 4 shots of vodka approximately 2-3 hours afterwards. And then headaches started to hit me, and hit me hard. I thought it was because I got cheap alcohol. I had about 20% left of Sobieski (Polish Vodka), so I dumped it all. Then bought Stalichnaya (very popular and more pricey Russian Vodka), but then the result was the same!
And what I'd do after the club is beat myself up "why didn't you approach so and so girl! She was your type! You could've said something you idiot!" But then the problem was this. I didn't talk to any strangers throughout my day. And when it was time to go out, I tried to talk to people to warm up, and then girls. It was like going from nothing, to everything. Unfortunately, this is how most men are (minus even warming up with strangers). They think by going out to a club, they'll find the right girl. But if they haven't warmed up for the day, week, month, etc.. socially, nothing magical is going to happen at night. Unless they are good with women already. And from my experience, most men aren't.
So, this whole week I have been warming up as much as I could. It really opened my eyes after watching this video (mainly the part where he mentions starting to form a habit of being social with strangers
It's still really difficult, as I am not used to it, but I am trying my best and hopefully will stick with it.
Asking an Aryan Girl out
So at my current job, there is a party each month. And all the people come with their co-workers. There is liquor, music, food, and all for free. I have been going there almost each month by myself. It's really nerve wrecking for me, but I go anyway. I warm up with people and managed to approach some girls a few times this year. But never closed the deal (this is my sticky point).
So yesterday, I go to the party by myself as usual. Then after having food, drink water, and chit chatting with some strangers here and there, my coworker spots me. I was like holy crap! You're the first coworker I've seen at these gatherings. He takes me where the rest of them are, and I join them. There is this really pretty Aryan girl there (not with the group, but with another group literally next to us).
I saw her before, but didn't say anything. I chit chat with my co-workers and 2 guys are drinking beer getting drunk. Then I end up talking with one of these guys, as others form another group amongst themselves talking with each other. We start talking about women, and for like 15 mins I am eyeing this girl but make sure she doesn't spot me. She was dressed casual, jeans, sneakers, and nothing fancy, sexual, or revealing. Then I'm like holy crap, she is so my type! Tall, nicely built, Scandinavian looking. I was really nervous cus I was thinking to approach her but didn't. Then finally, I tell my coworker to hang on for a sec. I open her up and start with a chit chat. Then introduce myself and him. Then this dude.... HIJACKS THE WHOLE CONVERSATION! He already has a g/f, but he's a good talker. So, he was like ME ME ME! I this, I that, etc.. I talked 20% of the time with her, and him 80. But the girl seemed really laid back, and open minded. Like she's really easy to talk with and not weird or socially awkward.
She was from Canada, and was just at our company for the summer. Finally, when he broke away to chat about something with our group I asked her if she dates shorter guys than her. She was about 6'0", I am 5'10". She was like "no". And then she followed up with "I am not looking. But I am flattered". After a few mins, she says nice to meet you, etc.. and goes back to her group. This was literally the first time I asked a girl out at these parties. I will keep going, though. It's much harder to do this alone. If I wasn't there with our group, I would've left 30 mins before I did. I'd feel creepy af standing by those girls by myself. Maybe my inner game is something else I need to improve.
