Friday, May 8, 2009

This date got me thinking about people like me

We are the unfortunate, the fatherless or father-mess, the unwanted, the rejected, we are the Columbines, the Virginia Techs, we are the bullied, the picked on, the disrespected, and shoved into lockers. We are the no game having, the very little life experienced, and just outright depressed and miserable individuals who were always confused about this so called life. We are the no confidence having, the timid. We are filled with anger and envy that is on the verge of being exploded, yet most of us remain passive throughout our entire lives. Only a few crazy ones go out with guns blazing, while most are just sheepishly living because that's all we could do. We are the overlooked and always in the shadow. We are the living spirits who passively observe life as it is lived by others right in front of our eyes wishing it was us. But it isn't and it may never be. Maybe it would, but if you know that dude like me who is living happy and fulfilled tell me who he is because i haven't met him yet. We are everywhere and nowhere at the same time because nobody sees us, or will ever see us. The only time they do is on the Foxs, the CNNs, the ABCs news channels that reports of homicide in school shootings across America, and possibly the World. Nobody gives a flying fuck about us but our family and friends, if we have any. But we are here, and will always be here every generation until the end of the Universe. We are the product of our clueless parents and the future clueless parents until one of us decides that this cycle ends with us. This cycle ends with me, and hopefully the Universe will see that my sons and daughters wasn't meant to be.

That's some real ass poem for your ass. I know it's depressing but hey you want to enter my world and know what i'm like? there you go...

1 comment:

Paz said...

you should be following up with your date instead of giving up. at least try to make it work. you are literally choosing to be like this and you know it too. smh. you getting old, man.