Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Last night was scary

2 nights ago before I could not sleep at all, then the night before I had 1 hour of sleep, and last night I felt really bad. during the day my heart was hurting every few beats or so. It would be LOUD, especially when I went to bed real early around 8pm. I could hear it throughout my whole body. I managed to fall asleep around 1am and woke up at 2:30am. That's 1 hour and 30 minutes of sleep. When I woke up I automatically had 2:30 pop into my mind for some reason. Then I just decided to take a walk and do breathing exercises. I waked around my hood and did a lot of breathing. Saw moon's shadow or aura, I don't know what it was. At first I thought it was a milky way because it was half circle all around the moon.

Anyway, then I came back standing outside my house, took my shoes off and stood on the dirt holding the tree. It was around 3:15am by this time and I just stood there for like 10 mins.

I thought of going to an emergency room. So at around 5 or 6 am I fell asleep. Woke up like 3 times but managed to fall back asleep. The key was not to move while I'm laying there which was HARD AND SCARY! Heart beating like BUMP BUMP, BUMP BUMP. So I had about 8 hours of sleep, and feel much better. I really hope they approve my insurance so I can finally see a doctor.


Paz said...

if i were you, fam, i'd say fuck it and just check into the emergency room. it sounds like you might have an angina or something like that or a blood clot. go to the ER.

Sp said...

you right but i feel much better if i sleep. if i only slept every night 8 hours a night i would feel better and better. but ya if i dont sleep again tonight i may go to emergency room.

i just read a lil about angina and it develops with cholesterol. not exactly my problem and i hope i dont have that.