Tuesday, June 19, 2012

I got her #

OH SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so today I couldn't read my book on the way home because I DID talk to the girl i saw on Monday.

I was a nervewreck when I got on the train. I sit in the back and I kinda knew she wasn't gonna be there since it was an early train. But a few minutes before doors close, there she is. She sits at the sit in front of me facing the same direction. I knew right there it was either now or never. So... I take my shit and move to the seat next to her and said hi. long story short, she is single and I got the digits. HAHA! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! As I was walking home I felt like screaming at the top of my lungs and I couldnt stop smiling :) DAMN IT FEELS GOOD TO FACE YOUR FEAR!

Thank you to all my ancestors and my spirit guides who have been guiding me up to this point, and most of all thank you me for actually doing what I said I would do. FUCK FEAR! in fact, no. I love you fear. Thank you for teaching me valuable lesson(s) in life. After I moved back to my seat and it was her stop, she actually turned and said bye to me. didnt expect that. maybe she likes me. who knows.. WHO CARES!?!?!

I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Congratulations!

Now, get over your fear of calling her. Call her tomorrow, she will probably be expecting you to call her friday or saturday.

Sp said...

lol, you are so on point. calling a woman is another huge fear for me. and i never had a date with a woman after approaching her in public like this. so that will be yet another fear i gotta face.