here we go again. 4:49am i get woken up with a headache. drank som ewater ate some bread but the shit is still here. and its 5:23 am now. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK! maybe i didnt drink enough water but i ate a shit load of stuff. i dont know what i did wrong this time. or maybe i went to bed too late at 3 am. or maybe its this san francisco weather all cold and misearble. eghhh i hate this city. speaking of san francisco i think we got a closet homo browsing my shit. he threatened to kill me earlier. could be yo yo ma o rwhoever has a habit of spelling the word "faggit". dont be mad at me that you like men dude. maybe some day youll learn to accept your sexuality and be brave enough to admit who you are to yourself before you do it to the rest of the world. closet gays are sad sad individuals. some of them are so deeply in the closet that they themselves dont think theyre gay and have an illusion that they're actually straight. and they interpret everything as gay btw which is funny as fuck!
i had a friend before who was playing like he likes women and shit. telling me how much he loves pussy and yata yata yata. "my type" or whatever else hed say looking at chicks. i was like wtf why is he trying so hard? FUCKING HEADACHE STILL THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH I HATE YOU YOU PIECEO FSHIT. I HOPE YOU DIE OR I CEASE TO EXIST CUZ IM SICK OF YOU. anyway, when a guy is acting like hes a 100% hetero chances are he's gay, and in the closet. i never even realized how many gay people there are until me and that black guy who is completely honest and open with his sexuality became friends. omfg there is at least 30% of all the people you see are gay. AT LEAST! shit is scary. you think it's a small community you dead wrong. it's mostly underground and it's a subculture, but it's there. he showed me this black documentary called "Paris is Burning" that shit tripped me out. Harlem, New York City 1987, so many homosexuals omfggggggggggg. all that gangsta talk them fags yap about on sohh and how gays get bodied in the hood or whatever went out the fucking window after i seen that. i think every black person in america should see that movie and i think they got it all on youtube in small parts.
anyway, the headache is going down and its 5:42am and i'm out. ahhhh shit looks like ill be sleeping in again and my sleep pattern is fucked up... again. 5:48am now still a lil headache but its mostly gone. fuck... wow, that's exactly an hour of headache. but at least it wasn't as severe as the last one!
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