Meditation

i couldn't sleep 2 nights ago at all. i meditated last night and barely fell asleep and had like 6 or 7 hours. from now on i'm gonna really try hard to meditate every night before i go to sleep.

i just bought this Angel Love. $2 baby! can't beat that. and it's perfect especially track 2 cuz its 20 mins long and has bells at start and end so i know when meditation starts and ends.. ahhh yeahhhh! meditation here i come!

all this stuff i'm trying to master with OBEs and other spiritual journeys i'm so interested in. the more a person have mastered meditation, the easier it is.

and insomnia is kicking my ass so hard. i have such an irregular pattern of going to bed. and when i go to bed i think about so much shit it's like an excuse for me to not sleep and just day dream at night.

i don't know if i can pull through cuz i always give up everything i ever start but i hope i keep up with this till death because this is the only thing i can take with me after i die. none of the money, sex, glamor or whatever the fuck most people are after will matter when death comes. and meditation could be the only thing that i can take with me and beyond.

done with night 2... going on night 3 tomorrow