New Year baby..

i took 2 hits and am watching this UFO show. and this dude took 4 pics of supposedly legendary classics of "Uehfology." the pics look like shit and like 2 flying friggin pans hahahahaha and i was just thinking damn... isnt it funny that they only let us see what they want us to see. never did anyone ever saw a UFA up close where he had a chance to take a pic so clear that you see the fucking ship from front to back.

but this dude snapped another pic after the UFO flew the fuck away that left black smoke that's in a circle. shit is real believe it. they out there there are billions of fucking stars and how many galaxies exactly out there? *googles it* ... http://imagine.gsfc.nasa.gov/docs/ask_astro/answers/021127a.html 125 fucking billion galaxies that are detected so far (and there are probably way more) and there is life literally everywhere on many planets but yet we are just so far away from each other. most of us can't hop on a space ship and visit the next star or another galaxy and shit so we just stuck on our planet we on.

and it's crazy cuz i been thinking about this shit just now. and all of use see stars! every living being that is walking around killing shit for survival either human, some alien with a head of a basketball or a monkey in her tribe going doing raids to another monkey tribe near by. we all go through the same shit as a species and we all at the end of the day lay down, look up, and see stars. many of us are smart and we figure out stars learn the zodiac and follow the message coded in them. or some shit like that. others are just blind and refuse to believe in anything out there outside of their own dick that they probably jerk to death without getting any.

but im just saying we all see stars in the universe. many of us know more then the others. but at the end we all are connected. it's crazy man it's like we're all in the universe are connected to each other. and what happens after you die? where do you go in the universe? is it like another dimension or a totally different world that is not even existent in the universe and maybe has its own universe! damn i dont know but i added an astronomy lab for the spring semester so yeah ill be getting educated on this and hopefully they study stars not just make us remember all the bullshit names and terminologies <----------is gonna hang himself if if that's the case.

you know i go back and edit my shit cuz i make so many mistakes some sentences dont even make sense especially right now.

but yeah.. i dont know. maybe that's why im so fucking spiritual. guess loneliness really makes you see some matrix shit. anyway im gonna go back to mediating and play a lil WoW after...