Saturday, December 8, 2012

THE WORLD IS MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So it hit me today. THE WORLD IS MINE! IT'S MINE!!!!!!!!!! I asked this Palestinian girl out at my work from a different floor and she said yes. I said to myself that I gotta do some approaches before the date because I was nervous. Approached 2 women in the mall. felt the adrenaline running through my veins like WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! so I am all charged up like BRING IT ON! and she tells me she cant get off just yet. I tried to schedule it sometime later but said fuck it, NEXT WEEK. so i got a date in 1 week.

isn't it funny? a Jewish guy dating a Palestinian girl. I know my uncle from Canada is gonna have a heart attack but I DONT GIVE A FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so after the date didnt go through I was like fuck this and went to the mall. on the way there I noticed something, NO ONE CARES! No one is paying any attention to me, no one is watching me, no one notices me, no one cares what I am doing, NO ONE GIVES A FLYING FUCK ABOUT ME! I started to scan the area, front, sides, back, and it was like I woke up for the first time. I started to see things I haven't seen before. 1 brother spitting game at this chick, 2 16 year olds in the mall were trying to talk to 2 girls (happened a few days ago), and then as I got to the mall these words came to me... THE WORLD IS MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so pre occupied with worrying how people see or perceive me, what they think of me, what they think when they see me approach a girl, that I never realized that not only are most people miserable and never face their own fears, but they also DONT CARE ABOUT ME. In fact, when that brother was spitting game, and she turned his ass down of course, NO ONE EVEN NOTICED BUT ME! it seemed like they were both part of the crowd.

so to sum it all up, i hit on 4 more women (6 women in total) 1 of which was a girl at Samsung station

her: what do you want? (asking me about which product i wanna test)
me: I wanna get your phone # :)

1 mixed tall girl, with her lesbian g/f right behind her haha
1 married black woman who lit up when i said hi
and a couple of miserable women whom i wouldnt touch with a 6 foot pole

it was cool. i came out on top as a victor who conquered his fears. it would really be nice to have a wing man who i am friends with, though. doing this alone is extra hard. i just got so tired cuz i worked since 9:30am and was walking around looking for potential marks/targets. my feet were hurting at the end of the day.

THE WORLD IS MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Anonymous said...

Feel good for you man, keep up the discipline! AND DONT GIVE ANY FUCKS! (except to the ladies of course)

Paz said...

well, that's a positive outlook. it's never good to worry about what other people think of you. if they laugh or wanna hate, let them do that. you figured out how to be confident and not care what anybody around you thinks about you.

and it's good to hear that you're going out on dates. eventually, you'll get yourself a girlfriend and into a relationship. you're on your way there, man.

Anonymous said...

haha great post. this blog's kinda inspiring

Sp said...

thank you for all the support.

I hit on another girl at Safeway today, after coming home from work. not showing off, but need to jot this down for my records.

She was this brunette white girl in tight black spandex and pink jacket. I was like daymn! I am here to get some hummus and bread; might as well pick up that ass while I'm here. but she had a b/f, lmao. she was shopping with him... seperately... I feel amazing.