Thursday, January 8, 2009

girl at my internship

so as the chick who i avoided eventually ended up being transferred (not sure if she asked for transfer or not) there is this other girl who i think may like me. the thing about me is that i have no game whatsoever, and i'm boring. i got no siblings so i never learned the social skills or the part where you tease women and stuff. so i just bore them to death! so anyway there is this other girl who i always liked actually. and in the winter break up until now we are the mainly 2 people with the program that we're in because everybody else is on vacation or chilling on a break while we make up our hours.

at first it was kinda awkward cuz i got nothing to say to her and not very talkative. she was kinda quiet too. but now she talks to me a little more. like today she sat next to me after she was done with a client (like she always does) and was like "so you scheduled to work at the info desk today?" i was like yeah and she smiled. i was like wtf!? anyway, i dont know for sure but i think she likes me.

we were at the info desk and she was telling me stories of how some 50 year old asian dude was trying to get with her. i dont exactly know what that all means but i know shes way more talkative around me now. maybe cuz i started to talk about that philosophy shit on the future with the prophecies of Mayans and Nostradamus of the year 2012. i dont know. but one thing though. i'm gonna try to tease her and when i see a 50 year old asian dude ill be like "hey check him out.. you should go out on a date with him." that's the only thing i have in mind right now. that and also just telling her true stuff about me and how i play WoW 6 hours a day which i already told her. but she seems like the type of chick who'd never date a stranger she met in a public place. which is funny because i hung around "PUAs" who go around together trying to pick up women in public places. and 95% of them go nowhere. that's it for now.

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3 comments:

Paz said...

space fam... got a question. did that shit you were doing where you were taking classes and reading books on how to get women help you? motherfuckers keep on encouraging me to do that shit and i be having my doubts.

SP said...

sure it helped me. did i get anywhere with it? no, because i gave up on it. and i think i just wasn't meant to be the guy who picks up women in public or even in clubs. my life is all over the place for me to even think about doing that.

but yeah i'd encourage you to try it. it's better then what you doing right now. i learned a lot by reading and took 1 workshop. it was a weekend thing and it really boost my confidence for like 1 year when it comes talking to women and people. then the more i stayed away from clubs and stayed home i sort of went back to my old self.

but then the truth is the workshop didn't help me to get friends and get a life. i was a bum before the workshop and i was a bum after. but a lot of guys are helpful in the community so you may wanna consider hanging around them. you also gotta watch out for certain businesses cuz all they want is money and exploit men who aren't blessed with game.

google "new york lair" they should have a yahoo group. join it and introduce yourself. maybe a few guys can take you out in the field and give you a tour at no cost.

there are classes you can take but it's mostly bullshit. it's mostly stuff you can read yourself from books so imo its a waste of money. it's just an excuse to get out and meet other guys who wanna improve. but if it's a good guest speaker and it's like 20 or 30 bucks go for it! just don't waste hundreds of dollars on some "known guru" giving his advice. that's mostly for guys who spit game every week and comfortable doing it. but if you ever wanna spend decent amount of your money on this stuff in terms of learning real game take a workshop. for now though go find ny lair and sing up for free. i know there is more then 1. i think i'm still a member of one of them. if you got trouble finding it let me know.

Anonymous said...

lol why'd you tell her about warcraft. how does that even come up in a conversation?