Monday, December 10, 2007

I had the WORST trip ever getting high...

OMG, I HAD THE WORST HIGH EVER!

Last night at about 10 i ate a thc laced chocolate chip cookie on an empty stomach, man oh man.... was i sorry i did that. at about 11 i started feeling the effect, and at first it wasnt that bad. i was happy i was ready to play Super Mario Galaxy and all of the sudden BAM! BAM! BAM BAM BAM!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF!!!???????????? IM FEELING DIZZY, MY HEAD IS COMPRESSED. OH MAN IM LIKE YO MAN WTF WTF WTF!?! IM HAVING A BAD TRIP, IM PARANOID, IM HAVING A PANIC ATTACK, IM WALKING BACK AND FORTH FROM MINE TO MY ROOMMATE'S ROOM, MY LEGS ARE SHAKING. IM FEELING THE LONELINESS THAT I FEEL WHEN IM BY MYSELF MULTIPLIED BY ABOUT 10. OMG! SHIT, WTF!??? I CALL MY ROOMMATE AND HE TELLS ME TO RELAX IM LIKE MAAAAAAAAAAAAN HOW THE FUCK DO I DO THAT?

i call my mom next tell her im fucked up and fill dizzy. i say bye and call my female friend, she is drunk. so im talking to a drunk girl while im high, omg! this was some convo,

Me: HEY! WHAT YOU DOING?
Her: nothing
Me: OH MAN I AM SO FUCKED UP I ATE A THC COOKIE AND IM TRIPPING BAD
Her: lol, im drunk
Me: what you drinking?
Her: i dont know.............. WHAT?
Me: WHAT? WHAT YOU MEAN?
Her: i dont know... its loud
Me: loud where here or there?
Her: here

omg, this trip was so bad i thought i was gonna die. i felt like my brain was overloaded with information but it could only handle 1/10th of it. and the worst part about this was that I ATE IT! WHICH MEANS IT STAYED IN MY DIGESTIVE SYSTEM, WHICH MEANS IM SCREWED FOR 12 HOURS OR MORE!

so i tried sleeping, it didnt work, i called the drug line, TWICE! they told me i gotta ride it out and there is no other way. i fell asleep eventually and THANK GOD i slept through most of the trip. i am now SCARED to eat anymore thc laced cookies i have left. i had a bad trip like this when i first got high off of eating it but the nightmare went away after 30 minutes. i never had a bad trip smoking it though, maybe i should stick to that.

i was paranoid that i was gonna do something i dont want to do. like kill someone or kill myself, i had all these negative thoughts and the more i thought about negative stuff the more paranoid i got. it was like i couldnt control my emotions and they were all bad, i was afraid i was gonna have a heart attack!!! Trojanman, I take back everything i said to you about weed. DONT DO THAT SHIT! YOU ARE IN NO SHAPE TO BE GETTING HIGH AND I NOW UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU WENT THROUGH THAT FIRST TIME IN CANADA! SHIT!!!

if i try this ever again ill eat a very small portion AND AFTER I EAT OTHER FOODS. cuz i have a feeling eating it on an empty stomach the weed almost BECOMES PART OF YOU cuz the body dont got anything else to process. i really feel like i MUST work on my life goals and better myself. weed is not a solution to feeling happy, and im finding out the hard way...

5 comments:

Paz said...

fam, i think that's a sign that you need to chill away from the weed for a moment.

and another thing too... are you sure that you had a weed cookie? that shit was prolly scrooms and shit.

SP said...

yeah im sure. i bought it at a smoke shop, which is a legal business in this state. i mean they could lace it with something to play a joke but they could seriously get in trouble so chances are very small.

also, some people said they had similar experience so i dont feel like im the only one. eating it has a much stronger effect and i can see how it tripped me out. i remember when some folks said they were paranoid and had their heart racing i was like "oh man, thats weird. for me its more of a relaxed stage". so i thought weed is not for them, but i think everyone who gets high has one of those moments. it just comes with the territory.

oh well, im gonna get high off my ass once the school is out. ill be baked for at least 2 weeks. cuz i got enough backed i dont wanna be throwing it all away. plus, i dont think im done with weed, not just yet. im just gonna take it in smaller portions and be careful not to overload my system all at once. i know i sound contradictory but i meant im not gonna eat it, im gonna smoke it.

Anonymous said...

lol..scrooms

Paz said...

also, some people said they had similar experience so i dont feel like im the only one. eating it has a much stronger effect and i can see how it tripped me out. i remember when some folks said they were paranoid and had their heart racing i was like "oh man, thats weird. for me its more of a relaxed stage". so i thought weed is not for them, but i think everyone who gets high has one of those moments. it just comes with the territory.

dun, i heard something different on the eating shit. like eating doesn't have as much as a greater effect than smoking do. you know, i think you had something other than weed though. they might have put some other shit in your cookie.

SP said...

nah paz, eating it has MUCH STRONGER effect then smoking it. it goes straight to your digestive system, and as long as it stays in your digestive system you will be high. so i would say for a good 12 hours youll be tripping. the high sort of gradually wears off and not as strong towards the end but im saying, if you wanna REALLY get fucked up on marijuana, eat anything that has thc in it and youll be stoned on a whole other level. thats why some people prefer eating brownies vs. smoking pot, it makes them feel joy on a much more intense level.

same with if you having a bad trip, youll be having a much worser experience cuz the trip is gonna feel stronger and longer! thats my experience.

a lesson i learned from this though is, dont call your parents when youre high! lol...