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Saturday, January 31, 2009
Friday, January 30, 2009
Lisa Lampanelli's Flavor Flav roast
what's crazy is that she gets away with almost everything. she is racist and makes fun of everybody yet everyone always laughs and she gets away with all the jokes. she can do the Kramer episode and people will probably still laugh and give her props.
http://www.milkandcookies.com/link/65990/detail/
http://www.milkandcookies.com/link/65990/detail/
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
dream about grandma and pink eye
i got pink eye and thank GOD i spotted it yesterday so went to school today got medicine and getting better now. get one of these every few years this is like 4th time i think.
and i had a dream about my grandma on my father's side that bitch is messed up she was trying to control me or something. i don't remember exactly but she was responsible for breaking up my parents marriage. she's that fucked up. maybe she passed away. i don't know.
and i had a dream about my grandma on my father's side that bitch is messed up she was trying to control me or something. i don't remember exactly but she was responsible for breaking up my parents marriage. she's that fucked up. maybe she passed away. i don't know.
Monday, January 26, 2009
I Ching
so i bought an I Ching book and went to Chinatown last night to buy I Ching coins. i heard about it years ago and guess it took me a while to catch up after hearing about it over and over. but here it is my first question.
as i was getting ready to prepare for school i was like... man i really dont wanna go. i dont wanna go see strangers and sit around them. ill be all nervous and too scared to say hi to those around me. so then i ask "the oracle" a question like... what advice can you give me on this whole going to school and dealing with people? i flip the coins as it's directed in the book and it pointed to the Hexigram 51, with lines 7, 8, 6, 9, 6, 8. now the advice that i was given was something to the likes of... when you are in a moment of stress or unpleasant events, meditate. life brings people "shocks" to teach them a lesson and you need to stop resisting these shocks and instead open up and don't indulge into feeding your ego... or something like that.
and it's pretty much on point. i always resist almost everything life brings me. im a nervous person. the nervousness have always been part of me probably since birth. i think i inherited that nervousness from my father. and the more things happened to me the more nervous i got until the PTSD came and made my nervousness into paranoia. i am so paranoid that today in class when i had to come up and grab a silibus from the teacher's desk i was so nervous being in the spotlight, that i grabbed the only paper i saw that resembles it and as i got back to my seat it turned out it was a copy of a blank questioner paper i turned in.
my ego says "don't talk to anybody and youll feel calm" but sometimes i wanna talk to people and do it at the wrong time cuz i'm a little socially retarded and not good at reading social situations like when it's time to ask a person something or when it's time to be quiet. so i'm quiet most of the time. so i mean a lot of the things "the oracle" told me were on point. im just a lil bit confused cuz i don't have enough knowledge or life experience or whatever.
and when i was taking black studies classes we had a teacher who was real deep into the black American struggle and the African awareness of the world and the Universe. and in a Yoruba tradition they have a very similar process of talking to spirits just like Chinese use I Ching. they ask a question and flip coins, the answer would be depending on the coins being heads or tails and how many, etc..
i got a lot of questions and no answers. i guess "the oracle", the Universe, God, whatever you wanna call it will talk back to me through this book. I Ching is gonna be my best friend for a while...
as i was getting ready to prepare for school i was like... man i really dont wanna go. i dont wanna go see strangers and sit around them. ill be all nervous and too scared to say hi to those around me. so then i ask "the oracle" a question like... what advice can you give me on this whole going to school and dealing with people? i flip the coins as it's directed in the book and it pointed to the Hexigram 51, with lines 7, 8, 6, 9, 6, 8. now the advice that i was given was something to the likes of... when you are in a moment of stress or unpleasant events, meditate. life brings people "shocks" to teach them a lesson and you need to stop resisting these shocks and instead open up and don't indulge into feeding your ego... or something like that.
and it's pretty much on point. i always resist almost everything life brings me. im a nervous person. the nervousness have always been part of me probably since birth. i think i inherited that nervousness from my father. and the more things happened to me the more nervous i got until the PTSD came and made my nervousness into paranoia. i am so paranoid that today in class when i had to come up and grab a silibus from the teacher's desk i was so nervous being in the spotlight, that i grabbed the only paper i saw that resembles it and as i got back to my seat it turned out it was a copy of a blank questioner paper i turned in.
my ego says "don't talk to anybody and youll feel calm" but sometimes i wanna talk to people and do it at the wrong time cuz i'm a little socially retarded and not good at reading social situations like when it's time to ask a person something or when it's time to be quiet. so i'm quiet most of the time. so i mean a lot of the things "the oracle" told me were on point. im just a lil bit confused cuz i don't have enough knowledge or life experience or whatever.
and when i was taking black studies classes we had a teacher who was real deep into the black American struggle and the African awareness of the world and the Universe. and in a Yoruba tradition they have a very similar process of talking to spirits just like Chinese use I Ching. they ask a question and flip coins, the answer would be depending on the coins being heads or tails and how many, etc..
i got a lot of questions and no answers. i guess "the oracle", the Universe, God, whatever you wanna call it will talk back to me through this book. I Ching is gonna be my best friend for a while...
Friday, January 23, 2009
January 15, 2010 - The next total lunar eclipse
There is one on Monday, January 26th but only viewed but the other side of the world. damn!!!
http://www.newscientist.com/article/dn13350-moon-set-for-last-total-eclipse-until-2010.html
ok here is what else i found.
http://eclipse.gsfc.nasa.gov/SEmono/ASE2010/ASE2010.html
i guess the next one is on Jan 15th 2010 but won't be visible in the U.S. until 2017. I'd have to be in Africa, China, etc.. to see the 2010 one.
http://www.newscientist.com/article/dn13350-moon-set-for-last-total-eclipse-until-2010.html
ok here is what else i found.
http://eclipse.gsfc.nasa.gov/SEmono/ASE2010/ASE2010.html
i guess the next one is on Jan 15th 2010 but won't be visible in the U.S. until 2017. I'd have to be in Africa, China, etc.. to see the 2010 one.
2012 - Galactic Alignment
here is a clip from the History Channel that talks about the galactic alignment. our earth and our sun will be perfectly aligned with the black hole in our galaxy on 2012, December 21st.. mark your calendar...
Monday, January 19, 2009
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