Just another globalist stooge working to destroy white people by subverting the minds of the young to somehow think it is "wrong" and "evil" to be proud of their culture, history, and heritage. Peterson is such a FRAUD! His voice disgusts me and face makes me wanna puke!!
just want to thank Resurrection Europa for making this masterpiece video exposing this pathetic nutless cuck. Watch it now before they take it down for "hate speech"..
Tuesday, January 29, 2019
Tuesday, November 20, 2018
Wheat Starch and Corn Starch trigger Cluster Headaches
So about a year ago, I found these Hi-Chew bites. I love Hi-Chews, and Mango flavor is my favorite. So, I bought 2 of these and ate them. Then without me being aware, I started having cluster headaches each time I ate these. Lasting for around 50 mins, it was really intense. I wanted to die it hurt so bad. Finally, one day after purchasing and eating these, I put 2 and 2 together and realized they were the cause of my headaches. The main ingredient that caused them was Wheat Starch
I am finally going through my closet cleaning all my crap, and throwing away stuff I never use. And I found this sitting there for me to research. So, I am finally blogging this out because I am really working hard cleaning my soul and all the clutter that it accumulated.
Is it something that I can prove, meaning Starch is the cause of my headaches? No. But it's the only ingredient that jumped out at me, when I was reading the ingredients list. Plus, I came across this article. So, apparently Starch also causes Migraine Headaches as well...
https://migraine.com/stories/wheat-will-trigger-a-migraine/
10/26/19 Edit
Corn Starch in Evol Organic frozen burrito
Again, going through my old stuff and finally got around to looking at the ingredients of this burrito that gave me a cluster headache. Lo and behold, it has Corn Starch! So, I'd say stay away from anything with starch in it to avoid cluster headaches or any headaches for that matter. I am no doctor but this is kind of a big coincidence
Saturday, October 27, 2018
Forever sexually frustrated
that's how I feel right now.
I'm back on my No Fap, No Porn program. I think I blogged about this yeeaaaaaars ago. but it is really helpful this time, because I have really stuck with it. I got to a point where my dick was lifeless. NOTHING turned me on. I only got off and had erections through porn. I came like 1x per 3 weeks at least to release, but that would still be me fapping and watching porn, the most damaging thing to men and their erectile dysfunction in our age. this was me, but after No Fap since August 1st, which is almost 3 months now, I actually wake up with hard boners. I get real erections when talking to or even looking at women!! I can't believe it. I actually FEEL something in my pants, and get arousals.
I just don't know how long I'll be able to hold off. I need a release, and me not being that great with girls really makes it extremely difficult. I wanna get better but feel so alone. no friends, no wingmen, and think I need to create a 30 day program of me pushing my boundaries socially every day, until I start to actually approach and talk to women I am attracted to. otherwise, going out to the beach every once in a while to talk to strangers won't change shit. it may get me laid one day if I'm lucky and grow enough courage to start approaching girls, but in the end I'll still remain the same.
fuck life is hard. sometimes I have not even an outlet sexually. Sometimes I wish I lived in a state or a country where prostitution was legal. because my dick feels like it is going to explode some days, along with my balls.
I'm back on my No Fap, No Porn program. I think I blogged about this yeeaaaaaars ago. but it is really helpful this time, because I have really stuck with it. I got to a point where my dick was lifeless. NOTHING turned me on. I only got off and had erections through porn. I came like 1x per 3 weeks at least to release, but that would still be me fapping and watching porn, the most damaging thing to men and their erectile dysfunction in our age. this was me, but after No Fap since August 1st, which is almost 3 months now, I actually wake up with hard boners. I get real erections when talking to or even looking at women!! I can't believe it. I actually FEEL something in my pants, and get arousals.
I just don't know how long I'll be able to hold off. I need a release, and me not being that great with girls really makes it extremely difficult. I wanna get better but feel so alone. no friends, no wingmen, and think I need to create a 30 day program of me pushing my boundaries socially every day, until I start to actually approach and talk to women I am attracted to. otherwise, going out to the beach every once in a while to talk to strangers won't change shit. it may get me laid one day if I'm lucky and grow enough courage to start approaching girls, but in the end I'll still remain the same.
fuck life is hard. sometimes I have not even an outlet sexually. Sometimes I wish I lived in a state or a country where prostitution was legal. because my dick feels like it is going to explode some days, along with my balls.
Tuesday, September 25, 2018
Saturday, August 4, 2018
Social Momentum - Week 1 + Asking an Aryan Girl out
Social Momentum
So, I stopped going out to clubs for the most part and drinking. At some point, my body started to reject alcohol. What I did on the weekends was the following:
And what I'd do after the club is beat myself up "why didn't you approach so and so girl! She was your type! You could've said something you idiot!" But then the problem was this. I didn't talk to any strangers throughout my day. And when it was time to go out, I tried to talk to people to warm up, and then girls. It was like going from nothing, to everything. Unfortunately, this is how most men are (minus even warming up with strangers). They think by going out to a club, they'll find the right girl. But if they haven't warmed up for the day, week, month, etc.. socially, nothing magical is going to happen at night. Unless they are good with women already. And from my experience, most men aren't.
So, this whole week I have been warming up as much as I could. It really opened my eyes after watching this video (mainly the part where he mentions starting to form a habit of being social with strangers
It's still really difficult, as I am not used to it, but I am trying my best and hopefully will stick with it.
Asking an Aryan Girl out
So at my current job, there is a party each month. And all the people come with their co-workers. There is liquor, music, food, and all for free. I have been going there almost each month by myself. It's really nerve wrecking for me, but I go anyway. I warm up with people and managed to approach some girls a few times this year. But never closed the deal (this is my sticky point).
So yesterday, I go to the party by myself as usual. Then after having food, drink water, and chit chatting with some strangers here and there, my coworker spots me. I was like holy crap! You're the first coworker I've seen at these gatherings. He takes me where the rest of them are, and I join them. There is this really pretty Aryan girl there (not with the group, but with another group literally next to us).
I saw her before, but didn't say anything. I chit chat with my co-workers and 2 guys are drinking beer getting drunk. Then I end up talking with one of these guys, as others form another group amongst themselves talking with each other. We start talking about women, and for like 15 mins I am eyeing this girl but make sure she doesn't spot me. She was dressed casual, jeans, sneakers, and nothing fancy, sexual, or revealing. Then I'm like holy crap, she is so my type! Tall, nicely built, Scandinavian looking. I was really nervous cus I was thinking to approach her but didn't. Then finally, I tell my coworker to hang on for a sec. I open her up and start with a chit chat. Then introduce myself and him. Then this dude.... HIJACKS THE WHOLE CONVERSATION! He already has a g/f, but he's a good talker. So, he was like ME ME ME! I this, I that, etc.. I talked 20% of the time with her, and him 80. But the girl seemed really laid back, and open minded. Like she's really easy to talk with and not weird or socially awkward.
She was from Canada, and was just at our company for the summer. Finally, when he broke away to chat about something with our group I asked her if she dates shorter guys than her. She was about 6'0", I am 5'10". She was like "no". And then she followed up with "I am not looking. But I am flattered". After a few mins, she says nice to meet you, etc.. and goes back to her group. This was literally the first time I asked a girl out at these parties. I will keep going, though. It's much harder to do this alone. If I wasn't there with our group, I would've left 30 mins before I did. I'd feel creepy af standing by those girls by myself. Maybe my inner game is something else I need to improve.
So, I stopped going out to clubs for the most part and drinking. At some point, my body started to reject alcohol. What I did on the weekends was the following:
- Prepare alcohol - I first started out with Corona, later on started preparing Vodka
- Go to a new/different club on Friday and/or Saturday
- Park my car and drink the alcohol - at first I'd drink 1 Corona, and then buy more liquor inside the club to get lose. Later, I prepared 4 vodka shots mixed with cranberry juice. This really saved me money. I'd drink the whole 4 shots right away. This really helped with PTSD and to calm my nerves
And what I'd do after the club is beat myself up "why didn't you approach so and so girl! She was your type! You could've said something you idiot!" But then the problem was this. I didn't talk to any strangers throughout my day. And when it was time to go out, I tried to talk to people to warm up, and then girls. It was like going from nothing, to everything. Unfortunately, this is how most men are (minus even warming up with strangers). They think by going out to a club, they'll find the right girl. But if they haven't warmed up for the day, week, month, etc.. socially, nothing magical is going to happen at night. Unless they are good with women already. And from my experience, most men aren't.
So, this whole week I have been warming up as much as I could. It really opened my eyes after watching this video (mainly the part where he mentions starting to form a habit of being social with strangers
It's still really difficult, as I am not used to it, but I am trying my best and hopefully will stick with it.
Asking an Aryan Girl out
So at my current job, there is a party each month. And all the people come with their co-workers. There is liquor, music, food, and all for free. I have been going there almost each month by myself. It's really nerve wrecking for me, but I go anyway. I warm up with people and managed to approach some girls a few times this year. But never closed the deal (this is my sticky point).
So yesterday, I go to the party by myself as usual. Then after having food, drink water, and chit chatting with some strangers here and there, my coworker spots me. I was like holy crap! You're the first coworker I've seen at these gatherings. He takes me where the rest of them are, and I join them. There is this really pretty Aryan girl there (not with the group, but with another group literally next to us).
I saw her before, but didn't say anything. I chit chat with my co-workers and 2 guys are drinking beer getting drunk. Then I end up talking with one of these guys, as others form another group amongst themselves talking with each other. We start talking about women, and for like 15 mins I am eyeing this girl but make sure she doesn't spot me. She was dressed casual, jeans, sneakers, and nothing fancy, sexual, or revealing. Then I'm like holy crap, she is so my type! Tall, nicely built, Scandinavian looking. I was really nervous cus I was thinking to approach her but didn't. Then finally, I tell my coworker to hang on for a sec. I open her up and start with a chit chat. Then introduce myself and him. Then this dude.... HIJACKS THE WHOLE CONVERSATION! He already has a g/f, but he's a good talker. So, he was like ME ME ME! I this, I that, etc.. I talked 20% of the time with her, and him 80. But the girl seemed really laid back, and open minded. Like she's really easy to talk with and not weird or socially awkward.
She was from Canada, and was just at our company for the summer. Finally, when he broke away to chat about something with our group I asked her if she dates shorter guys than her. She was about 6'0", I am 5'10". She was like "no". And then she followed up with "I am not looking. But I am flattered". After a few mins, she says nice to meet you, etc.. and goes back to her group. This was literally the first time I asked a girl out at these parties. I will keep going, though. It's much harder to do this alone. If I wasn't there with our group, I would've left 30 mins before I did. I'd feel creepy af standing by those girls by myself. Maybe my inner game is something else I need to improve.
Monday, July 30, 2018
Russian Rap
Wiggers in Russia... who could've thought. I thought Timoti that black wanna be faggot was the only one. Jews dont even have to take control of the nation and pour the poison of Cultural Marxism into the Russian television, these kids practically brainwash themselves. their brains are fried by this disgusting trash of black thug culture. they hate their own heritage, abondon tradition and family values, and become low life thugs obsessed with sex, drugs, money, cars, and being hard. I dont think most even realize how much poison this hip hop culture spreads throughout the world. It is BANNED in China. Smart people. the rest nations need to do the same. If i had a son (or daughter), he wouldn't go anywhere near this filth
PHARAOH – BLACK SIEMENS (PROD. BY FROZENGANGBEATZ)
FACE - БУРГЕР (prod. by PackMan)
PHARAOH – BLACK SIEMENS (PROD. BY FROZENGANGBEATZ)
found more hip hop poison from Russia
Sunday, July 29, 2018
South African Boer escaped to China
This was so good, I had to post it. Those disgusting black communists killing White African farmers, torturing families and even children to death, after raping a wife in front of her husband. Boiling whites alive in some cases. Really sick shit. And then they wonder why the world hates blacks. The biggest rude assholes i have ever seen and had the misfortune of dealing with. Yeah, I guess I am racist for pointing out the truth. Anyway, watch this video! The LIGHT at the end of the tunnel for Boers. First, Russia takes them as refugees (God bless Putin!), and now China
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