this World is FUCKED!

It's Saturday, 10-30-21, Halloween. I force myself to get a “costume”, a “Security” cap, and buy 2 tickets to 2 venues. I specifically researched on Eventbright to see if it requires a vaccination card to enter-no mention for neither events.

One of these events was a Russian party. And to put it into perspective. If you’re an immigrant, it’s extremely hard to socialize with Americans and “fit in”. So, people tend to find parties with their own which makes things easier. I am extremely anxious about both events, as I am a shy introvert. The Russian party at a bar is the main event. The 2nd one was a backup, just in case the Russian party sucked. I paid a total of around $55. I even got a 3rd backup-free entry before 11pm at some other club.

I get my pre-game liquor ready. I go out and take Subway. Keep in mind, I got PTSD, so whenever I go around people, my fear is through the roof. I get to the Russian party (it's at a bar). Lot's of people outside in groups wearing various costumes. Girl at the door asks for my vaccination card. WHAT? I tell her there isn’t a single thing mentioned about this where I purchased the ticket-Eventbright. “San Francisco rules, blah blah..” I ask for a refund “I’ll have to ask my manager”. I leave.

I go to the 2nd Club for which I bought the ticket for. Same shit. Certain events specify the mandatory vaccination cards, but these didn’t, so I thought I was good. Not the case.

Didn't even bother with the free-before-11 Club. Too far. I go to a Strip Club, my 4th and final backup plan.. Same shit! WHAT!? I tell the bouncer that their website specifically tells you vax cards are NOT required, and you don't even need a mask. WoW!…

as of today, 11-1-21, 48 hours later, the website still the same

at this point I just roam around asking each bar the same question… all are identical. One lets me in cuz I told him I am Ukranian, 2nd bar let me in but it was tiny with like 10 people, and finally this degenerate strip club let me in cuz I told the Samoan bouncer I got my negative COVID test. So, it’s basically either 1) who you know, or 2) if you get lucky. I got a stamp from the 1st bar, and now I am in this shitty half club/half strip club.

Entrance is $60. WTF!? I say to self “it’s either this, or go back home”. I pay. I already got 4 shots of vodka in me since 20 mins ago. So, I go get a 5th drink + water to freshen up. Go up to “VIP” (strip club) > $20. All girls are ugly (this is San Francisco-fag central. If you want pretty girls, you go to LA). I tip one Asian chick $5. And 10 min later see a bad ass girl dancing on same pole. Tip her $5 and ask her if she’s Brazilian in Portuguese. she’s that hot. She’s Cuban. Really sexy. About 5’11” with heals and caramel complexion, but hard to see-dim lights. She says “Security” cuz I’m wearing the hat (my Halloween costume), and I tell her “Eu Russo!” means “I am Russian” in Portuguese. She tells me “my last bf was Russian”. I laugh at the bitch and walk away cuz I know it’s a lie.

FUCK THE VAX!

Leave at 1 am with 6 drinks in me total. Long story short. This world is 10x more fucked than before. I am surprised I even have a job at this point. I refuse to take the jab. I am not allowed to COPE with my Doomer existence like I used to by drinking liquor + going out to night clubs to do Pickup + Strip Clubs afterwards. Now I need a vax card which I am refusing to get. Wow. Just Wow… How did we get here? Are people really this stupid to take the vaccine that isn’t fully known for its long term side effects? Yes. People are sheep. This world is scary, and I don’t want to be part of it anymore. But, here I am. Which means I must experience this clown world. It’s 4am now, and I am about to go to bed. So tired. I can only stay home and COPE by using some online dating sites but they are all shit. I really wanna move. Bat Area is not for me. But from the looks of things, neither is the whole world in 2021. Fuck my life!!