Monday, July 30, 2018

Russian Rap

Wiggers in Russia... who could've thought. I thought Timoti that black wanna be faggot was the only one. Jews dont even have to take control of the nation and pour the poison of Cultural Marxism into the Russian television, these kids practically brainwash themselves. their brains are fried by this disgusting trash of black thug culture. they hate their own heritage, abondon tradition and family values, and become low life thugs obsessed with sex, drugs, money, cars, and being hard. I dont think most even realize how much poison this hip hop culture spreads throughout the world. It is BANNED in China. Smart people. the rest nations need to do the same. If i had a son (or daughter), he wouldn't go anywhere near this filth



PHARAOH – BLACK SIEMENS (PROD. BY FROZENGANGBEATZ)

found more hip hop poison from Russia



FACE - БУРГЕР (prod. by PackMan)

Sunday, July 29, 2018

South African Boer escaped to China

This was so good, I had to post it. Those disgusting black communists killing White African farmers, torturing families and even children to death, after raping a wife in front of her husband. Boiling whites alive in some cases. Really sick shit. And then they wonder why the world hates blacks. The biggest rude assholes i have ever seen and had the misfortune of dealing with. Yeah, I guess I am racist for pointing out the truth. Anyway, watch this video! The LIGHT at the end of the tunnel for Boers. First, Russia takes them as refugees (God bless Putin!), and now China


Saturday, July 21, 2018

Russian Hard Bass

I am glad Russians are creating their own music culture now. Proud of my brothers! I remember in 2009 after college i got real home sick, and wondered what it was like... All I could find was a bunch of wigger wanna bes making rap. it was pathetic. I came across one American white dude living in Moscow. he had a blog, and in it he said "Since perestroika, Russians seem to be having some sort of an identity crisis. A rapper named Timoti is a good example. He is some sort of a rich rapper guy. etc.." And Timoti is a big time wigger tough guy. like Eminem basically. And all else i could find was some Fascist, Nazi bands cuz in the 90s, lotta immigrants from neighboring countries and even from Africa were coming into Russia to 1) study in college or 2) work for low wages. so, many Russians were pissed (blacks were practically scared to go outside after dark. Russians aren't cucked like American whites. so blacks and other minorities know their place in the society. and if they act out or have a chimp out moment, Russians will beat them up pretty bad and even kill them.) Russians were getting no jobs, and invaded by non-Russians at the same time. Russia for Russians sort of Fascist movements came outta that, like in Europe among whites today.. even in Ukraine. anyway...

good shit. keep it up! glad real Russian music is taking off among young slavs. I wanna hear Poland Hard Bass next...





*Bonus Track*

I can't get enough of this. probably listened to it 100x at least


Tuesday, July 17, 2018

My Date with an Indian Girl

so today, I had a date with the Indian girl I last blogged about. I thought she was gonna flake and not respond, like most of my female interactions, but she didn't. We met up at our work's cafeteria. I was really busy, and had another appointment with a user at 1pm. She wanted to meet at 12:30, so I was in a rush.

I had doubts about asking her out over the weekend. I didn't really take a good look at her, and kept wondering if she's my type. But when I got there I was like damn she's pretty! But again, I still don't know. I am a Libra and we are picky af! Anyway, I got my food already, found a seat, and told her where it is while she stood in line.

As she joined me, we chit chatted and then it happened. Me being me-inexperienced, and haven't had a date in close to 5 years (if not longer). We had awkward moments but they didn't last that long. She filled them up with movies she watched, and I filled them in with some other crap I don't remember. All in all, I don't know. I think she likes me but you can never be too sure. Girls are weird. They act interested and flake, or not call back, and all just to be nice and not make you feel rejected. Even though that is exactly what they are doing.

How do I feel about this whole thing? Like I feel about everything in my life. Ashamed. Ashamed of not having experience with women, ashamed of not being exciting and fun to be around, ashamed of revealing this side of me to her. But I can't say it was that bad. I think I am just too hard on myself. I was doing what I usually do on dates, hiding. I am afraid what people around may hear when I speak, so I don't speak loud enough. It's really bad, but I guess it comes from feeling shame about everything in my life. I used to be a lot worse, though. I would be this way ALL THE TIME, EVERYWHERE, WITH EVERYBODY! I have at least improved a lot when it comes to people, and improved a little bit when it comes to women where I managed to ask this girl out. 99% of the times I don't, even though there could be all these signs of interest. I am too afraid of what others around will think, and I prevent myself from living my life.

Towards the end I said "We should do this again sometimes" before leaving. She said sure. I added "outside of this place[work]"... If anything comes out of it, I'll blog about it. If not, then even better. So that I don't have to deal with this shit. I feel like I am a 16 year old stuck in a 38 year old body. Can't even imagine how bad I will be at sex, if it ever gets to that...

Wednesday, July 11, 2018

I asked an Indian Girl out at work...

I know, I know... after getting red-pilled, I am 100% against race-mixing. But I am not planning on having children, so I think I am good.

I did not think I was going to do this. I haven't asked a woman out in a loooooooong ass time. And frankly, I am frightened to show any woman my lonely world. Which is why I don't ask any women out. But today at work I was helping this girl out, and she is so my type. Big girl, curvy, BBW kind. I am in IT so I was setting up her laptop. There wasn't any social pressure since we were in a private room. Then I lead the conversation to eventually bringing out the part that she is from India (took me like 3x ffs). Then it was Bollywood > Padmavatti (my favorite movie of 2018) > Shiva Goddess, etc.. and from there she was very cool. Showed me I.O.I.'s and everything. She was very surprised about my knowledge of Indian culture.

I really felt the tension, and was thinking about asking her out but hesitated 2x. Then finally I ask "Would you like to have lunch sometime?" She paused for 2 seconds...... then said yes. Then before leaving, she said "yeah, email me so we can have lunch". I guess she really likes me. She is kinda short, though. I think 5'2", or even shorter. But DAMN she is thick!

I don't know. I am really afraid about race-mixing, but not like we're going to have sex next time. It may not even work out. I just hope she won't try to use me to get a green card cuz her VISA expires in 2020. Will post more details soon...

Friday, July 6, 2018

I am sick of Black People

Back in the early 1990s when I first came to US, I was really infatuated with African Americans. I was fascinated with their street culture, hip-hop, and wanted to learn as much as I could and absorb it. This is why I started listening to rap, and eventually became a wigger, wearing baggy pants with a cap backwards sideways. 2pac was my idol, since I had no father of my own. He became my father figure. I wanted to understand why blacks go through so much. Why are they oppressed? What are these projects many of them live in? Why do black communities have so many problems? etc, etc..

My first experience with blacks started in High School. I was a loner so I spent lots of times by myself. One time I was in a gym, and I went out to the 2nd floor of our basketball court building, where you could see everything beneath you (sort of like a huge balcony). One black guy stood at the entrance and started cussing at me random words. I was just looking at him not knowing a word of English. Then a few years later when I learned enough English to understand and speak it, I had another experience. It was Friday, and I'd normally go to a computer lab M-Th after school to play video games. I knew this one black skinny nerd there. But on Fridays we had no lab. But this black skinny guy told me "hey man, there is a lab up there today" I said 'but it's Friday'. He said, "trust me, it's open today. go and check it out!". So, I take my naive ass up stairs on the 2nd floor and wait... The lab is closed, but I wait. 5 minutes, 10 mins... nothing. Then all of the sudden I see 4 black guys and one Latino/white with them creeping up from a stairwell to my right. I stand there kinda arrogantly as I look away after seeing them. Then... As they come from my right side.... *BOOM* the Latin white dude hits me in my stomach. I bend from the punch... *BOOM* *BAM* BOOM* punches are flying from everywhere.. These 5 guys' punches are coming from all sides landing on my head. It was hard to breath and I was overwhelmed with all the hits, so all I could do was cover myself.

The black nerd set me up, and it took me 1 week to recover mentally. My ears were bleeding on the outside, and I lost some hair behind the ears area on my head because of impacts to the head. Later I learned on Fridays they jump Freshmen, but I was actually a Soft-more or a Junior. I was just really skinny and small, so I looked younger.

Fast forward to the beginning of my college years. At some point, I got jumped by 3 guys outside of my campus (2 blacks and 1 latin.) I am not going to go into details, but they took what was in my wallet, and then wanted to take my Nike sneakers. I managed to get away, but I couldn't sleep all night after this happened. As a result, I developed PTSD. I could never calm down after that day, and my insides turned into a turmoil. Ever since that day, I get triggered seeing blacks in groups thinking they're going to jump me.

Even back when I used to listen to rap, liked blacks, and denied all my negative experiences with them thinking that blacks are just oppressed with "white racism" and need help, deep down I couldn't understand why black Americans are so rude, and disrespectful. I thought it was all the result of slavery, but looking back I was dead wrong. I wanted to hate them, but thought "that would make me as bad as these blacks who hate me. and I don't want to get on their level."

So, fast forward to today. I went to Trader Joe's after work to get some Rice milk and some berry pie. There is a black man cashier who looked like he's in his late 30s. I even passed up another free lane on the right side to a girl in front of me. So, I wait... Finally, it's my turn. He rings me up, and I ask him if he could weigh the cherries (I saw $5.99 by lb sign, so wanted to know the cost). So, instead of being straight forward with me, he started to be a smart ass. "What makes you think it's by lb?" I don't remember exactly the details. Then he said "we don't weigh anything in the store. You wanna know how I know???...... I work here." Just really vague, and indirect rudeness. Then as I'm getting my stuff, he turned with his back toward me and started chit chatting with his co-worker cashier.

At this point of my life, I don't want to be ANYWHERE NEAR BLACKS! I went from loving black people, being interested in their life and their struggles, to not giving a single fuck about any of them. And what I'm beginning to find out, is that I am not the only one. Blacks are the most rudest, hateful, closed minded, bigoted, and racist people I have EVER came across. I am sick and tired of dealing with them, and want no part of their bullshit any longer. What really gets me, is how they walk around with a chip on their shoulder acting like the whole world owes them something. And the thing is, I'm white AND a male, so my pale ass gets the worst treatment. I have many more stories of bad experiences with blacks, but I just felt like making a general post about how I feel at this point in time.

Let's just put it this way. If the TRUTH is right here at my computer table, majority of blacks are all on Mars. They're not interested in history, facts & truth, but in their WE WUZ KANGZ & #WakandaForever fantasies. 85 IQ people. What else do you expect? Anyway, I will leave this post with a quote that rings true to any Sub Saharan community ANYWHERE on the planet. This is why every neighborhood they occupy, be it in Africa, America, Europe, etc.. with History of slavery, without, etc.. (makes no difference) looks like a sewer.
"I have given my life to try to alleviate the sufferings of Africa. There is something that all white men who have lived here like I must learn and know: that these individuals are a sub-race. They have neither the intellectual, mental, or emotional abilities to equate or to share equally with white men in any function of our civilization. I have given my life to try to bring them the advantages which our civilization must offer, but I have become well aware that we must retain this status: the superior and they the inferior. For whenever a white man seeks to live among them as their equals they will either destroy him or devour him. And they will destroy all of his work. Let white men from anywhere in the world, who would come to Africa, remember that you must continually retain this status; you the master and they the inferior like children that you would help or teach. Never fraternize with them as equals. Never accept them as your social equals or they will devour you. They will destroy you." - Albert Schweitzer
And look at South Africa today, that's ran by blacks. A corrupted, crime ridden, 3rd world shithole. Albert knew exactly what he was talking about. So did Gandhi. But the liberal media just painted men like these as "racist", when they were simply speaking the truth about blacks, how they act, live, and think.