i am 100% convinced that there is a 98% chance that Americans never went to the moon. it was simply the most expensive movie they ever made. it's so sad at how much ego our government has. they wanted to be the first and beat the Russians, yet the Russians to this day say they will never go to the moon because the radiation in the atmosphere will kill them on their way there. don't take my word for it though. judge for yourself. it just saddens me that our government had to kill 9 astronauts to cover up the truth, yet it still leaked in all directions.
and now... the SONNING EVENT by the Ph.D professor analyzing these fake images/videos... *drum rolls*
Monday, March 22, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Matrix Reloaded Soundtrack - Freeway Chase
I'm really getting into some electronic/trance music. This right here is classic!
my roommate has a huge ego
yesterday, my roommate's wife started to bitch like she always does because she is a miserable fuck. i was in the bathroom at the time and i heard him saying "i'll tell him! ILL TELL HIM!" so im looking at myself in the mirror "NOBODY IS ALLOWED TO HURT ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM MY PERMISSION", i repeat this like 5 times and go out to the kitchen with tripple invisible shields around me from all the negativity that's coming. i knew it was about dishes so i was like okay, im gonna wash them now and hear their bullshit.
so he's like... "hey, i wanna tell you to wash dishes after you finish them." i was like okay, but i just put it in the water so all the grits that are hard get soaked so i can get get them off easily. he's like "you can wash it right away, no need for that". i was like, i can easily get them off by soaking in water but it's hard to scrub them out if i were to wash them right away so he is like... THIS IS THE MOST PATHETIC PART ON HIS SIDE... "i feel like i'm talking to a little kid right now. do you want me to show you?" i had this "WTF!?" look on me. this guy is 100% wrong, yet he is acting like he is 100% right and wanted to prove it to me. i just said okay, ill wash them blah blah. not even worth arguing. then he is like "i wasnt trying to attack you", which he did, "and at the end of the day i'm just trying to have her not bitch at me"...
i lost so much respect for my roommate it's not even funny. 1) he is his wife's bitch. he is scared to leave her because of maybe financial issues or maybe it's because they have a baby, 2) his ego is so big, that he thinks he is 100% right all the time. it's really ridiculous. and 3) he will say anything to save his own ass or get his way. really really sad on his part. i didn't think he would stomp that low.
i'm already looking on craig's list for a new room because i've had enough of this shit. the baby was out somewhere and now they brought it back today and been crying for 30 minutes straight.
i am gonna commit to finding a place and look every day!!!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
so he's like... "hey, i wanna tell you to wash dishes after you finish them." i was like okay, but i just put it in the water so all the grits that are hard get soaked so i can get get them off easily. he's like "you can wash it right away, no need for that". i was like, i can easily get them off by soaking in water but it's hard to scrub them out if i were to wash them right away so he is like... THIS IS THE MOST PATHETIC PART ON HIS SIDE... "i feel like i'm talking to a little kid right now. do you want me to show you?" i had this "WTF!?" look on me. this guy is 100% wrong, yet he is acting like he is 100% right and wanted to prove it to me. i just said okay, ill wash them blah blah. not even worth arguing. then he is like "i wasnt trying to attack you", which he did, "and at the end of the day i'm just trying to have her not bitch at me"...
i lost so much respect for my roommate it's not even funny. 1) he is his wife's bitch. he is scared to leave her because of maybe financial issues or maybe it's because they have a baby, 2) his ego is so big, that he thinks he is 100% right all the time. it's really ridiculous. and 3) he will say anything to save his own ass or get his way. really really sad on his part. i didn't think he would stomp that low.
i'm already looking on craig's list for a new room because i've had enough of this shit. the baby was out somewhere and now they brought it back today and been crying for 30 minutes straight.
i am gonna commit to finding a place and look every day!!!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
I AM GONNA COMMIT TO A PLACE AND LOOK ON-LINE EVERY DAY UNTIL I FIND IT BY MAY 1!
Saturday, March 20, 2010
the Universe
you know, as big and as multi-dimensional our Universe is, people, especially in this country-US of A, think that everything that happens could be explained by western thought. "you see demons and vampires? you must have aspergers", "you got some weird forces sending you messages, you're a psychopath". so many people in this age and time are asleep it's kinda scary. this is beautiful though
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Creating Psychic Shield to Protect Yourself
http://www.themetta.com/2009/12/creating-psychic-shield-to-protect.html
I really believe in this. I mean it makes sense. I did inherit so much negativity from bitterness of my life, negativity from my parents, and just really awkward upbringing. I let these negatives rule over my life and let other forces (caring for others say or think) get to me and stress over stupid shit. That is as psychic as it gets. People can sense this and try to attack me more.
I'm gonna practice this every day, and try to find some more info on this.
I really believe in this. I mean it makes sense. I did inherit so much negativity from bitterness of my life, negativity from my parents, and just really awkward upbringing. I let these negatives rule over my life and let other forces (caring for others say or think) get to me and stress over stupid shit. That is as psychic as it gets. People can sense this and try to attack me more.
I'm gonna practice this every day, and try to find some more info on this.
Nobody can hurt me, unless I let them
is my new way of thinking.
i mean i dont think this way but... i'm gonna be saying this shit every day out-loud, quiet enough for my roomies not to hear, until it sinks into my subconcious on a deeper level. i did this sort of mantra for 30 minutes before giving a presentation the next day and it 100% helped my public speaking. i was like a pro once i got on stage not giving a FUCK about what people thought or nothing. i just do my thing and laughed and asked quesitons. my co-worker buddy at a time was making me laugh in the back by making stupid gestures and i bust out laughing then people started asking questions cuz i felt so at ease. the crowd was comfortable with me. the opposite of someone paranoids and scared to give a speech. people act different or even look at you different. these mantras are powerful. most people just dont know. there are meditation mantras where you sit and repeat the same mantra over and over and keep your focus on it to get deeper. some mantra saying are some sacred text of some entities or something. point is, you can go deep with this stuff.
NOBODY CAN HURT ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM MY PERMISSION!
NOBODY CAN HURT ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM MY PERMISSION!
NOBODY CAN HURT ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM MY PERMISSION!
NOBODY CAN HURT ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM MY PERMISSION!
NOBODY CAN HURT ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM MY PERMISSION!
NOBODY CAN HURT ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM MY PERMISSION!
NOBODY CAN HURT ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM MY PERMISSION!
i mean i dont think this way but... i'm gonna be saying this shit every day out-loud, quiet enough for my roomies not to hear, until it sinks into my subconcious on a deeper level. i did this sort of mantra for 30 minutes before giving a presentation the next day and it 100% helped my public speaking. i was like a pro once i got on stage not giving a FUCK about what people thought or nothing. i just do my thing and laughed and asked quesitons. my co-worker buddy at a time was making me laugh in the back by making stupid gestures and i bust out laughing then people started asking questions cuz i felt so at ease. the crowd was comfortable with me. the opposite of someone paranoids and scared to give a speech. people act different or even look at you different. these mantras are powerful. most people just dont know. there are meditation mantras where you sit and repeat the same mantra over and over and keep your focus on it to get deeper. some mantra saying are some sacred text of some entities or something. point is, you can go deep with this stuff.
NOBODY CAN HURT ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM MY PERMISSION!
NOBODY CAN HURT ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM MY PERMISSION!
NOBODY CAN HURT ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM MY PERMISSION!
NOBODY CAN HURT ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM MY PERMISSION!
NOBODY CAN HURT ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM MY PERMISSION!
NOBODY CAN HURT ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM MY PERMISSION!
NOBODY CAN HURT ME UNLESS I GIVE THEM MY PERMISSION!
Psychic Vampire at my work II
In reply to both replies regarding Psychic Vampires, I got this to say
to 1st reply) come check out this site sweet chicks (no homo and all)
http://psychicvampire.org/index.htm
& @2n reply) here is a quote from it
"...A Psychic Vampire is a person, Who by reason of a condition of their spirit, needs to obtain vital energy from outside sources. They are unable to generate their own energy, and often times don't have the best capacity to store the energy they do have.
..."
now this don't mean that ALL psychic vampires are poor victims of "not able to maintain and store energy". many psychic vampires suck on your energy by CHOICE, which is like saying "hey, I'm gay i was born that way" or.. "im gay cuz i tried dick and now thats all i like". not the best example but the point of this is this... SOME THINK THAT 1 CERTAIN GROUP OF PEOPLE ARE EITHER 100% ONE WAY AND WILL BE THE SAME WAY, or something like that. and that's not true. so there is no 100% explanation for why some NEED energy, and others CHOSE to get it by sucking on others. but the main point is... PSYCHIC VAMPIRES ARE REAL!!!!!!!!!!!
are mother fuckers today retarded? it's 2010 and most people still think science knows best? seriously. people need to wake up!!!!!!!!!! we in the quantum psychics age and quantum physics=MODERN SCIENCE. some quantum mechanics experts saying that we live in the Matrix system.. just like that explained in the movie. it's basically explained by detail that particles as small as a proton (or something) can make decisions on which direction to shoot from one point to another based on whether or not it is being watched. example: you put a camera and FILM the proton and then shoot it from 1 point to another it will shoot itself to 1 location. but if they take the camera (conscious source that observes and records information), it shoots to both locations on the right and on the left.... in other words... HOW IN THE FUCK CAN IT SHOOT IN 2 LOCATIONS WHEN IT HAS BEEN LAUNCHED IN 1 LINE??? what quantum physicists are saying today, which is modern science... has been said by the spiritual leaders like Buddha and many other followers of meditation practices, past life memories in certain people, and images of other worlds beyond ours. in other words... WE EXIST IN A SEQUENCE OF DIFFERENT LIVES! one life, and then the next, and the next... where it leads to i dont know because i havent studied quantum physics that deep but just for the general message....
Psyshic vampires must come from somewhere outside of HIGHER dimensional planes. in other words.... maybe lower ones? Not saying there is hell or heaven like described in brain washed religion.. but just saying that there must be lower realms (dimensions) in which it isnt so pleasant and far more worse then on earth, and other realms that are of higher realms (dimensions) maybe from experience and knowledge through some sort of learning process (like being humans and learning different life lessons) and these psychics come here to suck on energy cuz maybe they are too low advanced as spirits as knowing how to just maintain your energy (like bieng alone for a long time and not feeling like you need other people to be around-small example).. which makes total sense but i just cant stand the psychic vampires who CHOOSE to suck on others' soul energy.. i mean... WHY? are you fucking bored with your life that you find some cult and then you join it and wanna be "cool" like these other parasites who actually that way cuz they can't help it? you must be fucking retarded or have zero life to think like that. or maybe you watched too many blood vampire movies and they look cool to you? but whatever.. if you're a psychic vampire.... FUCK YOU! gtfo of my website cuz i got no respect for you. that stalking bitch (i think it's from sohh) who keeps following me around posting negative comments is probably a leech.
anyway, whatever.. shit is real. research it, educate your brain, and then form an opinion. if not don't bother arguing with me cuz it's like talking to my roommate that fucker knows everything... without actually experiencing anything outside of this world. i'm out though.
to 1st reply) come check out this site sweet chicks (no homo and all)
http://psychicvampire.org/index.htm
& @2n reply) here is a quote from it
"...A Psychic Vampire is a person, Who by reason of a condition of their spirit, needs to obtain vital energy from outside sources. They are unable to generate their own energy, and often times don't have the best capacity to store the energy they do have.
..."
now this don't mean that ALL psychic vampires are poor victims of "not able to maintain and store energy". many psychic vampires suck on your energy by CHOICE, which is like saying "hey, I'm gay i was born that way" or.. "im gay cuz i tried dick and now thats all i like". not the best example but the point of this is this... SOME THINK THAT 1 CERTAIN GROUP OF PEOPLE ARE EITHER 100% ONE WAY AND WILL BE THE SAME WAY, or something like that. and that's not true. so there is no 100% explanation for why some NEED energy, and others CHOSE to get it by sucking on others. but the main point is... PSYCHIC VAMPIRES ARE REAL!!!!!!!!!!!
are mother fuckers today retarded? it's 2010 and most people still think science knows best? seriously. people need to wake up!!!!!!!!!! we in the quantum psychics age and quantum physics=MODERN SCIENCE. some quantum mechanics experts saying that we live in the Matrix system.. just like that explained in the movie. it's basically explained by detail that particles as small as a proton (or something) can make decisions on which direction to shoot from one point to another based on whether or not it is being watched. example: you put a camera and FILM the proton and then shoot it from 1 point to another it will shoot itself to 1 location. but if they take the camera (conscious source that observes and records information), it shoots to both locations on the right and on the left.... in other words... HOW IN THE FUCK CAN IT SHOOT IN 2 LOCATIONS WHEN IT HAS BEEN LAUNCHED IN 1 LINE??? what quantum physicists are saying today, which is modern science... has been said by the spiritual leaders like Buddha and many other followers of meditation practices, past life memories in certain people, and images of other worlds beyond ours. in other words... WE EXIST IN A SEQUENCE OF DIFFERENT LIVES! one life, and then the next, and the next... where it leads to i dont know because i havent studied quantum physics that deep but just for the general message....
Psyshic vampires must come from somewhere outside of HIGHER dimensional planes. in other words.... maybe lower ones? Not saying there is hell or heaven like described in brain washed religion.. but just saying that there must be lower realms (dimensions) in which it isnt so pleasant and far more worse then on earth, and other realms that are of higher realms (dimensions) maybe from experience and knowledge through some sort of learning process (like being humans and learning different life lessons) and these psychics come here to suck on energy cuz maybe they are too low advanced as spirits as knowing how to just maintain your energy (like bieng alone for a long time and not feeling like you need other people to be around-small example).. which makes total sense but i just cant stand the psychic vampires who CHOOSE to suck on others' soul energy.. i mean... WHY? are you fucking bored with your life that you find some cult and then you join it and wanna be "cool" like these other parasites who actually that way cuz they can't help it? you must be fucking retarded or have zero life to think like that. or maybe you watched too many blood vampire movies and they look cool to you? but whatever.. if you're a psychic vampire.... FUCK YOU! gtfo of my website cuz i got no respect for you. that stalking bitch (i think it's from sohh) who keeps following me around posting negative comments is probably a leech.
anyway, whatever.. shit is real. research it, educate your brain, and then form an opinion. if not don't bother arguing with me cuz it's like talking to my roommate that fucker knows everything... without actually experiencing anything outside of this world. i'm out though.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Psychic Vampire at my work
my new co-worker is a psychic vampire. this dude spends time asking people dumb questions or anything just to hold the convo so that that he could suck on their energy. at first I thought he was cool cuz he was nice to everyone, but now I'm convinced he is a vampire.
he is the ONLY person that says hey to me or hi every time he sees me. that is just weird. I used to do that but it was because I was kinda always socially awkward not knowing how to act around folks. I thought maybe he is the same but no... after I'm done talking to him I feel funny. It's like I don't want to talk to him again for a while. like he just suck on my energy and wants more and more and more of it. FUCK YOU! you not getting anymore of this life force.
every time I'm near him I create this invisible bubble around me and I do it around my supervisor when he is near her and she is training me. It's like We're both in a bubble and he can't penetrate it. people thinking this is a joke need to do their research before thinking this is some joke or a fairy tail.
he is the ONLY person that says hey to me or hi every time he sees me. that is just weird. I used to do that but it was because I was kinda always socially awkward not knowing how to act around folks. I thought maybe he is the same but no... after I'm done talking to him I feel funny. It's like I don't want to talk to him again for a while. like he just suck on my energy and wants more and more and more of it. FUCK YOU! you not getting anymore of this life force.
every time I'm near him I create this invisible bubble around me and I do it around my supervisor when he is near her and she is training me. It's like We're both in a bubble and he can't penetrate it. people thinking this is a joke need to do their research before thinking this is some joke or a fairy tail.
Monday, March 15, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
How Can You Be So Horny
around the same time the song came out i swear i had the same idea for a parody and i was thinking of making a song about a bitch who was horny and she'd just go around fucking random guys cheating on her boyfriend. but whatever, i wasnt gonna ever probably make a song or let alone a video of it. props to this man right here
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Monday, March 8, 2010
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Insomnia is kicking my ass
Every fucking weekend I get 3-5 hours asleep. I dont know why but i wake up at like 4 or 5 am and i cant go back to sleep. doesnt matter if its to pee or i just wake up. I even try earplugs and i still wake up and cant sleep after that. when my roomies wake up at 8am they are loud as fuck so maybe thats why but then i wake up 5 hours before and just lay there trying to sleep. I been dealing with insomnia since high school because i would always go to bed late and have very little sleep.
it could be that i dont need as much sleep but i wake up sleepy as hell wanting to go back to getting my zzzs. i am so frustrated.
it could be that i dont need as much sleep but i wake up sleepy as hell wanting to go back to getting my zzzs. i am so frustrated.
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