another co-worker likes me

There is a female co-worker that really likes me. but I have not a single clue how to approach her. have tried getting with female co-workers before. it all went straight to hell and I have had bad experiences. of course its because i am an inexperienced virgin. so i just dont even bother approaching her, or any female at work. in fact, it is a good thing in a way. it's mainly because of my lack of experience. in other words, it is a good thing for me. it may not be a good thing for other guys who know what they're doing.

basically this started happening since I started working at my current job. now when I was first on the floor I got started on, this girl would always come down to use the female bathroom and then instead of going around, she'd come by my register when I was there working. there is basically 2 paths. think of it as a square with 1-4 sides. you could either chose to go through a path of 1 and 2 sides of a square, or 3 and 4. either way, you don't lose any distance and you are not looked at as weird or trying too hard. she was really hard to read because when i'd say how is it going she'd just look at me with a blank expression. I was like wtf is her problem? she is kinda cold. is she a bitch? is she mean? but then more and more she'd be acting weird. she'd come down and stay near a stairway where I could see her just to read stuff on her phone without EVER looking up or in my direction. I was like hmm.. does she like me? but then they moved my whole department to a different floor.

now a few days ago she came up to my floor and handed me and my co-worker coupons for her department. I know she likes me but I honestly have not a single clue how to talk to her. and especially now that I know she is into me, I get really nervous around her. I'd say she is cute and pretty in her own way and I would date her. but no way in hell I am ever approaching her while she's on her job. i'd probably fuck it up as I try to break through my fear not realizing what's around me (her co-workers, manager, etc..) so, I am just gonna keep it cool and if the universe have it its way I would meet her somewhere where there is only me and her. if that happens, I'll strike up a convo then and there.

I'm addicted to this song

And I can't stop playing it!

Wasting my Life

I feel like a wasted semen that's been dumped into my mother's womb by my no good of a father, and I eventually came out into this world.

What did I do today? absolutely NOTHING! I sat here on my computer jerking off to porn ALL FUCKING DAY. the most I've accomplished was got my old clothes out of my closet and dumped it in the living room, since my mom will be gone in 2 weeks. She left for 3 weeks, but that was 1 week ago. I had to write up an e-mail I told her I would and I haven't even done that! I really hope I will do so within a few days. I also clipped my finger nails. These 2 things I could've done in 15 minutes, but it took me all day. Wtf is wrong with me? Why am I such a fucking loser? I am 33 years fucking old, and have a Bachelors degree. But I can't even get any sort of meaningful job because I am so simple minded. I dont have no fucking career. I got nothing. Just a piece of paper called a resume with the words BS on it to say I graduated.

I feel like I am a waste of life right now. FUCK! funny how 10 years ago at 23 my goals were the following, 1) get a job, 2) get my own place, 3) get a car, 4) get a girl. so far, all i got was a fucking car. thats it. 10 fucking years and i cant even accomlpish the most basic human needs. no fucking wonder guys like me go Sodini on motha fuckers. who wouldnt? but I know I wont do that sort of shit. I just cant take it anymore of having such a pathetic, and an APATHIC existance. I am so tired of sitting in a chair doing nothing. I'll go lay down and watch a movie. after I will sit down and write my letter. gotta finish it at least by tomorrow so I'll have 2 more weeks to do my things.

RIPD Trailer

I SO WANNA SEE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it will be out this summer

This Star Trek trailer is EPIC!

and this is coming from someone who hates Star Trek

Simple Pickup SUCKS BALLS!

I usually don't judge anyone anymore, but these guys take the cake at being the biggest douch bags in the "PUA" community. They go around doing stupid random shit like screaming in girls' ears until they nearly have a heart attack, pull each other pants down, or in this case be a bunch of fucking creeps and then try to get the digits. The guy at the end almost kicked the idiot's ass (I wish he really did). I have no clue how people find this funny. And if you thought that was bad, they charge guys thousands of dollars for their workshops after acting socially awkward and putting it on youtube.

WOULD YOU PAY THESE IMMATURE LITTLE BOYS TO TEACH YOU HOW TO TALK TO WOMEN???

This kid has anger issues