pretty much what he said. a lot of violence in the household. my mom beating my ass with a belt, my dad smacking me the fuck up side the head. it's been going on since a very early age. then violence at school. people would subconsciously try to either fight me or get someone to fight me. then at some point I started to think every person i meet will get violent with me at some point. I got jumped by like 3 dudes outside of college campus and that was when I couldnt sleep all night and could never calm down since then. It was that day that PTSD was birthed. I guess my mind just couldn't take it anymore. all this negativity and nothing to balance it with with friends, girl, etc.. it was like the world collapsing on me and I can't breath. So yeah.. since that day I been dealing with PTSD. even though it's a lot better, but I still deal with it. women been treating me like shit too for most of my college years. just like Angel said it in this video, even though I already posted it. it's the truth! most people just don't know http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_l5NIf-4L-Y
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gotta ask this if you don't mind. what happened to you that caused you to develop pstd?
pretty much what he said. a lot of violence in the household. my mom beating my ass with a belt, my dad smacking me the fuck up side the head. it's been going on since a very early age. then violence at school. people would subconsciously try to either fight me or get someone to fight me. then at some point I started to think every person i meet will get violent with me at some point. I got jumped by like 3 dudes outside of college campus and that was when I couldnt sleep all night and could never calm down since then. It was that day that PTSD was birthed. I guess my mind just couldn't take it anymore. all this negativity and nothing to balance it with with friends, girl, etc.. it was like the world collapsing on me and I can't breath. So yeah.. since that day I been dealing with PTSD. even though it's a lot better, but I still deal with it. women been treating me like shit too for most of my college years. just like Angel said it in this video, even though I already posted it. it's the truth! most people just don't know http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_l5NIf-4L-Y
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