dream of Chris Bown sock his girl

I had a dream that I didnt even jot into my journal. so i forgot most of it but it was Chris Brown with his new g/f. at first they were together and then the next day (I think after he got some ass) she did something she wasnt supposd to or something Chris didnt agree with, and then he comes up from behind her and.. BAM! socked her from behind. then he called his friends on his cell, talked some shit about the girl, and no one talked to her after that. then Chris just ignored her for the rest of the time and dumped her.

DAMN CHRIS! beating Rhiana's ass wasn't enough for you huh!?? you sick bastard..

MUST WATCH!

everyone should watch this

being sick sucks

so on Sunday I had a fly fly into my left eye and i'm not sure if that was the cause but next day i got a little sick. then on tuesday i got so sick i thought i was going to die. i usually get sick that bad 1-3 years once. but outside of that i'm fine.

i was better wednesday but couldnt sleep all night and managed to get a few hours in just earlier. at times like these i question why im alive because being that sick is so painful, that i wish id be dead. but here i am still breathing and doing good.

i gotta plan though. im getting on a schedule where ill be going to bed and getting up at same time. no more slacking around. im taking charge of my life and my destiny. life... HERE I COME!

the GREATEST Meditation!

I just found the greatest sounds for meditation. Can you hear the breath?

This beats any meditation music I purchased on Amazon mp3s... almost..

I LOVE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just got my free iPod nano + a Buddha statute

so I found out about the iPod nano (1st generation) Replacement Program (http://www.apple.com/support/ipodnano_replacement/), and sent in my old nano in for the replacement. I was really disappointed in apple when I found out that they were just going to replace my nano with the same exact OLD model. this is why I never liked apple and the way they do business.

so, today I get this letter saying that sometimes at their factory they run out of old models, and that they may send in the new version. I look in the box that came, AND IT IS THE NEW MODEL!

not only is it the new model, but turns out it is 8GB! haha! (my nano was only 4). that, and plus I finally found my first Buddha statute for my shrine! it is oh so awesome and even glows in the dark :)

I saw an Orb

I was working on colored flash cards on my photoshop, and was really focused.. then I see this bright white orb flying to the right at the corner of my eye. It was the most vivid Orb i ever seen. i seen orbs before but they weren't this vivid and this obvious.