Pre-Law meeting was disappointing as fuck

i just left the pre-law meeting and i thought it was part of a Criminal Justice club. turns out it's a totally different thing and its for people who are planning on going to law school or being lawyers. im real disappointed but whatever, back to the same old bullshit routine i guess. the guy i talked to said CJ students are welcome but what the fuck am i gonna do there? i saw this girl there, we were supposed to hang out and get high together on a platonic basis last semester but she sort of flaked. was planning on talking to her after the meeting but she broke the fuck out faster then i could blink with her g/f she came there with.

and as far as the black student union.. as much as im interested i really dont see myself being there, i really dont. not only am i not "one of the guys." people wont even see me for who i am but the fact that im white 1st and foremost.

my goal for this semester though is to attend events. i got invited to this one event tomorrow and im gonna go. and any CJ meeting that comes up im gonna attend or even this Pre-Law club, if im interested ill show up. now im hungry as hell, about to go to cafeteria and then read the case for my class.